This doesn’t need to be a scientific or religious dissertation, simply what you feel about the subject.
For me, I love the Bible and science, but this wondrous universe coming about spontaneously from singularity (the meaning of which I barely understand) in a big bang, without the mighty hand of God; a “single cell something” rising up from a mud hole (primordial soup of some kind) “on its own” in baron, inhospitable conditions and becoming “the common ancestor” in a linear progression to the varieties of everything on a beautifully complex earth, including man... well, just step back from all the jargon and defense for a moment and look at that picture. I know there are a lot of Christians who enjoy investigating God’s creation, I do myself (my handle is inquiring mind), but how people are completely sold on that “one in a gazillion” possibility, and at the same time regard the biblical creation by an Almighty God (however and by whatever means He desired to accomplish it) to be a fairy tale, really puzzles me.
Your parents each had 23 pairs of chromosomes. At fertilization two gametes, one sperm cell and one egg cell, fuse. When that happens some of the chromosomes from each parent are recombined to produce a new, unique biological being: you. There are 8,324,608 possible chromosomal combinations, and 70,368,744,177,664 possible combinations of alleles in humans (
source). You are a 1 in 70,368,744,177,664 possibility. Yet here you are, right here, talking about this with the rest of us. Throwing out large numbers and saying, "it's unlikely" is irrelevant since, hey, here you are. So obviously it not only was possible, and likely, but happened--you are evidence that this happened.
Whether you ascribe this to a kind of blind genetic lottery, or to Divine Providence, doesn't change any of it.
When I take a step back, look at the big picture, and see all the complexity of the universe; my response isn't to be incredulous, but to marvel--and as someone who confesses the Creed "We believe in one God, the Father Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all things seen and unseen" I am reminded of the words of the Psalmist, "The heavens declare the glory of God".
There's no need for me to make a choice between God and science.
-CryptoLutheran