Hey
@46AND2 and i hope you are having a wonderful day.
I realise that some of the info i request may not arrive the way i was hoping, so ive been checking out your history to see what answers i could find - call it truth seeking, right?
So ive decided to put some of your quotes together to make a summary of your belief system and to get the answers i suspect you may not divulge - possibly due to 15 years of conversing with 'us' and doing too much explaining.
I hope i remain true to the context of what you say.
"It is totally fine to quote a portion of someone's statement, as long as the usage of that statement is true to the overall context of the passage, and/or the position of the person being quoted
I was raised in a YEC Baptist home. Mostly I come to these boards because I am a truth seeker
My atheism is due to a combination of philosophy, logic, anthropology, history, psychology and sociology (I think those cover most, if not all, of my reasons).
My loss of faith had much more to do with philosophy (logic, specifically) and history. Philosophy is not my strong point, to be sure, the philosophies are what is important here. I spent more than a decade fighting to retain my faith.
For me, no matter how you looked at God's attributes, at some point, you have to defy logic to believe. I was a "theistic evolutionist" for most of my adult life after being raised YEC (although it's been nearly as long since I accepted my inability to believe)
As a former Christian, it pained me greatly when I found such deliberate misleading among apologists. I've seen them take quotes out of context to make it look like scientists are saying something they are not; sometimes even the exact opposite of what the scientist is saying in the full text. IOW, quote mining.
I was a "theistic evolutionist" long before I accepted my atheism. I have no problem with people who find harmony in the two.
My position is that belief is an involuntary conviction based on information and stimuli to which you have been exposed. And much of what you explained about something being a choice of belief, is no more than a reaction to additional information.
My argument was that according to the scientific method, nothing can be absolutely proven; that this is what makes the scientific method work. Nothing is immune from skepticism, or we would not be open to consider any and all possibilities, and let future evidence guide us to a conclusion. I also mentioned that you cannot prove the absence of something; at least not without accounting for everything else in a given space.
One can have zero belief in something, and yet not rule out the possibility of being proven wrong in the future. Indeed, one can believe that it is irrational to accept something, and still maintain skepticism, citing unknown future observations
While it is true that many atheists here conflate the existence of God with the existence of, say, Leprechauns, they also would hasten to add that we cannot disprove the existence of Leprechauns, either.
But I don't think their arguments are so much "evolution, therefore no god" but rather "natural explanation, therefore, why god?"
Since we cannot disprove a supernatural entity, I cannot know that there are no gods. I don't hold the position that we do.
There is no majority/expert/consensus opinion on god.
So when I started to lose my faith, it wasn't hell I feared--because my belief in hell waned along with my faith in god--it was the nothingness that I now expect after death. It's hard for me to describe, but the ceasing of consciousness freaks the hell out of me. Pardon the pun. And so I pleaded with god for a long time to renew my faith, and sought answers to my doubts through Bible, prayer, and counsel...all for more than a decade, and even kind of continues now, a decade later.
And yes, I still have that fear of death. But I don't fear hell. I'm sure many of the Christians here will disagree with me, but if god exists, and is as loving a father as they say, I don't think he'd punish me for all eternity after earnestly seeking him out and simply being incapable of believing.
Because belief is not a choice. It's an involuntary conviction based on information and stimuli to which you have been exposed--and the more of that I gain, the more profound my disbelief becomes, despite my continuous attempt at the opposite. I look at my lack of faith in the same way a scientist looks at a hypothesis. By testing it in ways that could falsify it."
Dont worry about answering my last post, this effectively skips weeks of back and forth.
Lets start fresh and and lets look at the summary i made.
What do you think about this summary and do you accept its validity?
Cheers