I understand. Cognitive dissonance such as this affects everyone, I think.
Agreed, and the more involved you are in such brutal things the greater the dissonance. I have been told that the turnover in slaughter houses is really high because few can stand killing those animals for a long time. One's heart would have to become extremely hardened to stay in such a field.
I find the changing world view thing to be of great interest, as I have undergone a number of significant changes in my thinking over the years. How do these changes in world view affect the things that you do in your life?
I have already mentioned my view of organized religion, but in concert with your next question, how I talk with people.
I imagine that you seek out people who fit your picture of how the organic Church should think. In terms of putting the welfare of others above your own, do you take actions based on that philosophical position?
Everyone has their own journey in life and I now try to be more respectful of their place in life. I no longer try to argue and convince others to agree with my opinions. That doesn't mean I abandon nor keep silent regarding my opinions. However, I have come to recognized the work of the Holy Spirit in people's lives and I understand the long process that can be.
Also, the organic church are all who come to faith in Christ, which includes all those who have not yet come to faith in Christ. That being said, I have come to recognize organic pastors who are not believers in Christ, but are gifted pastorally nonetheless, because these temperaments are given at birth and are moulded and shaped by life's experiences. Teachers, for example, are teachers at birth, but lack the knowledge for teaching. Nonetheless they are people who love to research and explain to others things that others may not have any interest in the first place!
Putting the welfare of others above one's self is the definition of godly love. The righteous do what is right even to their own hurt (Ps. 15:4). I try to do so, but admit that I often fail due to my own selfish motivations. Nonetheless I keep turning in that direction. Of course the welfare of others includes saying and doing things that the others do not want. For example, a child may not want a mother to discipline him for crossing a street without looking both ways, but the mother is protecting her child from potential injury of oncoming traffic.
David, I really enjoy your kind and thoughtful answers to everyone you respond to.