You touched me

[Woman_of_The_Word]

As I sat there,
I didn't scream,
But I was afraid.
You touched me,
I could feel your hand,
inside of me.
I tried to resist
But you were to strong.
You also felt my breasts,
I felt like a prostitute,
or a ****.
You took away something special.
I thought I could trust you,
What is family for?
You touched me
And took away
My inner beauty.
There I was afraid
Unable to scream.
It happened for years
Until I found the courage
To tell.
Noone believed me
I felt like a fool.
You touched me
And now I can't be free.
I cannot fly.
I am wounded and
Lost.
Anger filled my heart
As the memories
Flowed through my mind.
I felt dirty and used.
I pushed everyone away.
You touched me
And now I am lost.
I searched to find
Myself many times
But you made
Me feel worthless.
How could you?
Upon your death,
I wept and wept.
I still cannot find
Inner peace.
Can you say sorry
from up above?
I cannot rest,
You touched me,
And took away my life.

 

[kc4jc]

truly a deep piece...I'm glad you've found the strength to be able to share such experiences...My heart is with you..God bless

light and love,
kc4jc

 

[Woman_of_The_Word]

Another one

A Nobody

As I stood in the shower,
After you had your fun with me,
I began to weep.
Angered filled my heart.
I attempted to kill myself.
I wanted to die.
You thought it was a game.
I will never be the same.
I fell to my knees,
As the blood began to pour
Unto the floor.
My breast were soar.
How could I tell my family
About what you did?
I was just a kid.
My dreams shattered,
After being battered.
You said, "You are getting fatter."
I looked in the mirror
And I seen a girl
Broken and torn
In pieces.
I said I forgave you
But I never really did.
Somebody hold me,
Somebody save me,
From this man,
The man who is
Suppose to be family.
Can somebody help me?
I get out of the shower,
And put on a mask.
I smile and act
Like everything is okay.
It's just another day.
It will happen again.

 

[kc4jc]

again..you've truly touched my heart...my love goes out to you...

light and love,
kc4jc

 

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Such sad words. Such tragedy. I'm sorry that you had to go through these things, but I am glad to see you strong enough to verbalize them now. Your words are very strong. You emit self respect, and power through them. I am proud of you. God bless you.