Yellow Cross is imagination

[sportsfan]

I was reading my holy bible today and I realize that I didnt end the world the yellow cross was nothing and God is good. I dont match the description of Revelation 13-17 or matthew 24.

I was reading Daniel also studying prophecy I dont see how the yellow cross could have turned me into the Antichrist or the False Prophet.

The Bible is where the truth is found and there is no yellow cross mentioned in the text about Satan being in the Yellow Cross.

God led me to read those passages today I believe we are not in the end yet the rapture is not imminent and we are not in the times of Revelation there is no mark of the beast.

God is good and he provided the Bible to help provide truth Satan is a deciever and he is confusing my mind making me think I blasphemed.

I have schizophrenia, ocd, pandas, autism. The Bible couldnt be talking about me in the vision of Antichrist or False Prophet on October 4 I loved Jesus and then I saw the yellow cross and I belive I accidently bowed to Satan but Pastor Mark says it is a dream.

Could I have gotten 666 from a hallucination or a dream could I be the man from the Bible because I dreamed of the yellow cross.

God is good I believe that he is in control and he knew I would bow to the yellow cross Paul got a thorn in the flesh from a messenger from Satan could the yellow cross be the messagner from Satan. Jesus knows I would bow so he isnt mad.

I feel good reading the Bible scripture listening to the truth of scripture Gods words are healing and powerful and he is almighty and in control he will get me on the right meds.

Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing it to Satan through a miracle of Jesus or verbally saying I dont want you or joining a satan worship I did none of those things I simply saw a yellow cross in the shower and bowed in a dream it happened fast to my brain.

God is still good and ultimately in control. His grace is sufficient for me and his power is made perfect in my weakness the dream I had in the physch hospital about hell and being the antichrist on October 9 was just a dream and turning it down two weeks later saying Jesus save me was a dream.

I know it isnt reality due to schizophrenia and the fact the rapture comes before the Beast is revealed.

Am I right the rapture occurs first before the false prophet and Antichrist and I just had a dream of hell from the yellow cross could the yellow cross be accidental blasphemy of the Holy Spirit since I wasnt willful or trying to Blasphemy the Holy Spirit my brain had a vision and got confused praying to Jesus seeing a cross show up in the shower I had to bow I thought Jesus was in it.

I realize it wasnt Jesus but the Bible is healing still my brain confused Satan and Jesus on accident in my dream hallucination of my illness but I dont belive God is mad.

Would God really let Satan place the Mark of the Beast on the believer who loves God or is it a hallucination like the Bible makes it seem based on the fact we are not in the timeline for Revelation and I asked Jesus in my heart.

I was four I knew I was sinner lined up bears and preached to them and I was baptized when I was eight and wanted to follow Jesus and spread the gospel got distracted by screenwriting and script reading but God led me to repentance and I was about to preach praying in the shower and the yellow green cross appeared Satan says he owns me now but the Bible says otherwise and the doctor diagnose me with scitzphrenia could that make the beast appear in the shower and make me see things not real like hell and satan could it all be scitzphrenia is God still going to let me preach the Gospel.

 

[Lost4words]

Stop making the same threads. See a doc asap!

 

[sportsfan]

Stop making the same threads. See a doc asap!

Sorry

 

[sportsfan]

Stop making the same threads. See a doc asap!

Sorry

 

[Hopeful37]

Stop making the same threads. See a doc asap!

He's traumatised by what has happened. If it happened to U, u probably would be too!

 

[sportsfan]

Sorry

I see the doctor soon

 

[sportsfan]

He's traumatised by what has happened. If it happened to U, u probably would be too!

Thanks I am I dont understand why I saw a cross in the shower praying to Jesus or why Jesus is mad I feel that I angered Jesus some how on accident and I saw hell and stuff about being a beast and demons that scared me Mom and Dad say it is just my imagination like John Bunyan but still scary seeing hell when I asked Jesus in my heart and my mansion I was looking forward to but Mom says it is still there just mental illness. Thanks I will work on not looping about my dream hallucination in the shower but I am traumatised that it is real but God is good.

 

[GospelS]

I was reading my holy bible today and I realize that I didnt end the world the yellow cross was nothing and God is good. I dont match the description of Revelation 13-17 or matthew 24.

I was reading Daniel also studying prophecy I dont see how the yellow cross could have turned me into the Antichrist or the False Prophet.

The Bible is where the truth is found and there is no yellow cross mentioned in the text about Satan being in the Yellow Cross.

God led me to read those passages today I believe we are not in the end yet the rapture is not imminent and we are not in the times of Revelation there is no mark of the beast.

God is good and he provided the Bible to help provide truth Satan is a deciever and he is confusing my mind making me think I blasphemed.

I have schizophrenia, ocd, pandas, autism. The Bible couldnt be talking about me in the vision of Antichrist or False Prophet on October 4 I loved Jesus and then I saw the yellow cross and I belive I accidently bowed to Satan but Pastor Mark says it is a dream.

Could I have gotten 666 from a hallucination or a dream could I be the man from the Bible because I dreamed of the yellow cross.

God is good I believe that he is in control and he knew I would bow to the yellow cross Paul got a thorn in the flesh from a messenger from Satan could the yellow cross be the messagner from Satan. Jesus knows I would bow so he isnt mad.

I feel good reading the Bible scripture listening to the truth of scripture Gods words are healing and powerful and he is almighty and in control he will get me on the right meds.

Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing it to Satan through a miracle of Jesus or verbally saying I dont want you or joining a satan worship I did none of those things I simply saw a yellow cross in the shower and bowed in a dream it happened fast to my brain.

God is still good and ultimately in control. His grace is sufficient for me and his power is made perfect in my weakness the dream I had in the physch hospital about hell and being the antichrist on October 9 was just a dream and turning it down two weeks later saying Jesus save me was a dream.

I know it isnt reality due to schizophrenia and the fact the rapture comes before the Beast is revealed.

Am I right the rapture occurs first before the false prophet and Antichrist and I just had a dream of hell from the yellow cross could the yellow cross be accidental blasphemy of the Holy Spirit since I wasnt willful or trying to Blasphemy the Holy Spirit my brain had a vision and got confused praying to Jesus seeing a cross show up in the shower I had to bow I thought Jesus was in it.

I realize it wasnt Jesus but the Bible is healing still my brain confused Satan and Jesus on accident in my dream hallucination of my illness but I dont belive God is mad.

Would God really let Satan place the Mark of the Beast on the believer who loves God or is it a hallucination like the Bible makes it seem based on the fact we are not in the timeline for Revelation and I asked Jesus in my heart.

I was four I knew I was sinner lined up bears and preached to them and I was baptized when I was eight and wanted to follow Jesus and spread the gospel got distracted by screenwriting and script reading but God led me to repentance and I was about to preach praying in the shower and the yellow green cross appeared Satan says he owns me now but the Bible says otherwise and the doctor diagnose me with scitzphrenia could that make the beast appear in the shower and make me see things not real like hell and satan could it all be scitzphrenia is God still going to let me preach the Gospel.

Thanks for sharing. You are a inspiration. You are loved.

 

[Hopeful37]

Thanks I am I dont understand why I saw a cross in the shower praying to Jesus or why Jesus is mad I feel that I angered Jesus some how on accident and I saw hell and stuff about being a beast and demons that scared me Mom and Dad say it is just my imagination like John Bunyan but still scary seeing hell when I asked Jesus in my heart and my mansion I was looking forward to but Mom says it is still there just mental illness. Thanks I will work on not looping about my dream hallucination in the shower but I am traumatised that it is real but God is good.

Just keep praying. Jesus is able to remove your trauma and I do believe u would be healed as well. Keep doing what you're doing. Keep praying and meditating on His word. U have already concluded that u do not belong to Satan and nothing that happened has to do with u in terms of ending the world etc. All the promises of God are for u. Keep looking at the Word of God with His love for u in your mind. Know it, believe it and I believe He will intervene. I thought the preaching to the teddy bears as a child was really cute. He loves u Sportsfan! Keep pursing Him.

 

[Aussie Pete]

I was reading my holy bible today and I realize that I didnt end the world the yellow cross was nothing and God is good. I dont match the description of Revelation 13-17 or matthew 24.

I was reading Daniel also studying prophecy I dont see how the yellow cross could have turned me into the Antichrist or the False Prophet.

The Bible is where the truth is found and there is no yellow cross mentioned in the text about Satan being in the Yellow Cross.

God led me to read those passages today I believe we are not in the end yet the rapture is not imminent and we are not in the times of Revelation there is no mark of the beast.

God is good and he provided the Bible to help provide truth Satan is a deciever and he is confusing my mind making me think I blasphemed.

I have schizophrenia, ocd, pandas, autism. The Bible couldnt be talking about me in the vision of Antichrist or False Prophet on October 4 I loved Jesus and then I saw the yellow cross and I belive I accidently bowed to Satan but Pastor Mark says it is a dream.

Could I have gotten 666 from a hallucination or a dream could I be the man from the Bible because I dreamed of the yellow cross.

God is good I believe that he is in control and he knew I would bow to the yellow cross Paul got a thorn in the flesh from a messenger from Satan could the yellow cross be the messagner from Satan. Jesus knows I would bow so he isnt mad.

I feel good reading the Bible scripture listening to the truth of scripture Gods words are healing and powerful and he is almighty and in control he will get me on the right meds.

Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing it to Satan through a miracle of Jesus or verbally saying I dont want you or joining a satan worship I did none of those things I simply saw a yellow cross in the shower and bowed in a dream it happened fast to my brain.

God is still good and ultimately in control. His grace is sufficient for me and his power is made perfect in my weakness the dream I had in the physch hospital about hell and being the antichrist on October 9 was just a dream and turning it down two weeks later saying Jesus save me was a dream.

I know it isnt reality due to schizophrenia and the fact the rapture comes before the Beast is revealed.

Am I right the rapture occurs first before the false prophet and Antichrist and I just had a dream of hell from the yellow cross could the yellow cross be accidental blasphemy of the Holy Spirit since I wasnt willful or trying to Blasphemy the Holy Spirit my brain had a vision and got confused praying to Jesus seeing a cross show up in the shower I had to bow I thought Jesus was in it.

I realize it wasnt Jesus but the Bible is healing still my brain confused Satan and Jesus on accident in my dream hallucination of my illness but I dont belive God is mad.

Would God really let Satan place the Mark of the Beast on the believer who loves God or is it a hallucination like the Bible makes it seem based on the fact we are not in the timeline for Revelation and I asked Jesus in my heart.

I was four I knew I was sinner lined up bears and preached to them and I was baptized when I was eight and wanted to follow Jesus and spread the gospel got distracted by screenwriting and script reading but God led me to repentance and I was about to preach praying in the shower and the yellow green cross appeared Satan says he owns me now but the Bible says otherwise and the doctor diagnose me with scitzphrenia could that make the beast appear in the shower and make me see things not real like hell and satan could it all be scitzphrenia is God still going to let me preach the Gospel.

You will come through this experience eventually. The Truth will set you free. Already you are more stable. Just stick with it. When you know to stand only on God's word and you are completely free, you will have a great testimony that will help other sufferers.
2 Corinthians 10:3-5
For though we live in the flesh, we do not wage war according to the flesh. The weapons of our warfare are not the weapons of the world. Instead, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We tear down arguments, and every presumption set up against the knowledge of God; and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.…

You have the weapon of Truth, the sword of the Spirit. Hallucinations are a trick of Satan. Stay on the truth and you will get free.

 

[faroukfarouk]

Keep praying and meditating on His word. ... Keep looking at the Word of God

Great advice! (from someone with experience of doing exactly that, I'm sure...)

 

[paul1149]

I dont understand why I saw a cross in the shower praying to Jesus or why Jesus is mad I feel that I angered Jesus some how on accident and I saw hell and stuff about being a beast and demons that scared me

Whatever you saw, thought you saw, or imagined, the Bible says God is love and God is good. Everything we experience must be seen in that context. If you have appealed to Jesus for spiritual help and protection, He will not turn you away.

 

[Hopeful37]

I'm not perfect. In fact what I'm going thru personally is because I wasn't doing that. Now I see how CRITICAL it is for a believer in Christ to be in the Word. Especially a believer that has that unbroken relationship with Him. Now I see certain things differently. People praying thru life situations like getting a promotion on the job, while I'm not belittling it, kinda feels trivial. Mental healing is so very important.

 

[Hopeful37]

That post was in response to Farouk's post

 

[Amittai]

Hi Sportsfan.

Those who blaspheme are the high profile celebrities who fancy their position in commercialised "worship ministry" or as mega pastors to deserve God's unqualified approval.

(Even then it only becomes unforgivable if they leave it too long before turning round.)

You don't fit the bill.

Have a good old laugh at such pretentious people (I believe there are satires about them) and teach your bears (if you've still got 'em) not to go down that path when they grow up.

Remember this and remember the bears will thank you for reminding them!

(P.S. I love to preach to my household ornaments)

 

[Of the Kingdom]

could it all be scitzphrenia is God still going to let me preach the Gospel.

I am pleased to see you continuing to make positive posts here. I see some doubt, but more important is the overwhelming trust in Jesus.

Stop making the same threads. See a doc asap!

You are posting in the OCD forum. No one should be upset if you show a little OCD behavior. Other posters should be aware what forum they're responding to.

Lost4Words does give you good practical advice about seeing a doctor. Fortunately you are already aware of that and have done that. So why does he keep posting the same advice? ... Wait, I almost forgot ... This is the OCD forum, never mind.

Sorry

You do not need to be sorry you posted about the same thing again. If you need to keep affirming your trust in Jesus, please feel free to keep doing it on this forum.

Thanks I will work on not looping about my dream hallucination in the shower but I am traumatised that it is real but God is good.

You're doing fine. When the devil keeps reminding you of your past, please feel free to remind him of his future. May God bless you as you continue to trust Him, pray, and read His Word.

 

[Mari17]

I was reading my holy bible today and I realize that I didnt end the world the yellow cross was nothing and God is good. I dont match the description of Revelation 13-17 or matthew 24.

I was reading Daniel also studying prophecy I dont see how the yellow cross could have turned me into the Antichrist or the False Prophet.

The Bible is where the truth is found and there is no yellow cross mentioned in the text about Satan being in the Yellow Cross.

God led me to read those passages today I believe we are not in the end yet the rapture is not imminent and we are not in the times of Revelation there is no mark of the beast.

God is good and he provided the Bible to help provide truth Satan is a deciever and he is confusing my mind making me think I blasphemed.

I have schizophrenia, ocd, pandas, autism. The Bible couldnt be talking about me in the vision of Antichrist or False Prophet on October 4 I loved Jesus and then I saw the yellow cross and I belive I accidently bowed to Satan but Pastor Mark says it is a dream.

Could I have gotten 666 from a hallucination or a dream could I be the man from the Bible because I dreamed of the yellow cross.

God is good I believe that he is in control and he knew I would bow to the yellow cross Paul got a thorn in the flesh from a messenger from Satan could the yellow cross be the messagner from Satan. Jesus knows I would bow so he isnt mad.

I feel good reading the Bible scripture listening to the truth of scripture Gods words are healing and powerful and he is almighty and in control he will get me on the right meds.

Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing it to Satan through a miracle of Jesus or verbally saying I dont want you or joining a satan worship I did none of those things I simply saw a yellow cross in the shower and bowed in a dream it happened fast to my brain.

God is still good and ultimately in control. His grace is sufficient for me and his power is made perfect in my weakness the dream I had in the physch hospital about hell and being the antichrist on October 9 was just a dream and turning it down two weeks later saying Jesus save me was a dream.

I know it isnt reality due to schizophrenia and the fact the rapture comes before the Beast is revealed.

Am I right the rapture occurs first before the false prophet and Antichrist and I just had a dream of hell from the yellow cross could the yellow cross be accidental blasphemy of the Holy Spirit since I wasnt willful or trying to Blasphemy the Holy Spirit my brain had a vision and got confused praying to Jesus seeing a cross show up in the shower I had to bow I thought Jesus was in it.

I realize it wasnt Jesus but the Bible is healing still my brain confused Satan and Jesus on accident in my dream hallucination of my illness but I dont belive God is mad.

Would God really let Satan place the Mark of the Beast on the believer who loves God or is it a hallucination like the Bible makes it seem based on the fact we are not in the timeline for Revelation and I asked Jesus in my heart.

I was four I knew I was sinner lined up bears and preached to them and I was baptized when I was eight and wanted to follow Jesus and spread the gospel got distracted by screenwriting and script reading but God led me to repentance and I was about to preach praying in the shower and the yellow green cross appeared Satan says he owns me now but the Bible says otherwise and the doctor diagnose me with scitzphrenia could that make the beast appear in the shower and make me see things not real like hell and satan could it all be scitzphrenia is God still going to let me preach the Gospel.

This continual reassurance seeking is very typical of obsessive compulsive behavior. In fact, reassurance seeking is considered a compulsion in OCD - something that the OCD "makes" you do to relieve your anxiety. The problem with compulsions is that, although they provide temporary relief, they continue the OCD cycle because OCD is never satisfied and always brings up another doubt or fear. It's really, really important to learn how to deal effectively with your obsessions, and to work on not doing your compulsions. Until you do, I think you're just going to keep having obsessive doubts. Even if you 'solve' one, OCD will just think up another for you to worry about, because its job is to make you feel anxious. Your job is to learn to ignore the OCD and not do what it's telling you to do (aka the compulsions). I think I've asked before, but is it possible for you to get therapy specifically for your OCD?

 

[faroukfarouk]

That post was in response to Farouk's post

Certainly true that the importance of meditating in the Word shouldn't be underestimated.