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Wrestling God! A Request!

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I want His Actual Physical Presence. That's all. I have been wrestling Him about this need countless times. I'm sure many of us as we search Him diligently all day and night, in our hearts, in the scripture, in fellowships, in our lives and so on.

Now He does appear every now and then and keeps giving me many reasons why I don't really want that, or that I'm not ready, or how that would cost my life, or that He is more closer to me in the Spirit than He can be in the physical.

Yet, can you all please tell the Lord that I will not rest or stop wrestling with Him on this?! I also encourage that you all do the same. He can certainly come and stay with each of us in real. How long can we do this long distance virtual or have to die until we can be with Him for real?

Come Soon Jesus Just as You Promised. May This Righteous Plea Reach Your Ears. Bring The Heaven, The Father, The Host of Angel Armies, and Your Kingdom. Revelation 22:17. Thanks and God bless.
 

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I want His Actual Physical Presence. That's all. I have been wrestling Him about this need countless times. I'm sure many of us as we search Him diligently all day and night, in our hearts, in the scripture, in fellowships, in our lives and so on.

Now He does appear every now and then and keeps giving me many reasons why I don't really want that, or that I'm not ready, or how that would cost my life, or that He is more closer to me in the Spirit than He can be in the physical.

Yet, can you all please tell the Lord that I will not rest or stop wrestling with Him on this?! I also encourage that you all do the same. He can certainly come and stay with each of us in real. How long can we do this long distance virtual or have to die until we can be with Him for real?

Come Soon Jesus Just as You Promised. May This Righteous Plea Reach Your Ears. Bring The Heaven, The Father, The Host of Angel Armies, and Your Kingdom. Revelation 22:17. Thanks and God bless.
More time, means more souls to be gathered into The Kingdom.

Then one of the elders addressed me, saying "who are these, clothed in white robes, and whence have they come?" I said to him, "Sir you know." And he said to me, These are they who have come out of The Great Tribulation; they have washes their robes and made them white in the Blood of The Lamb."
I have learned from my Father to not look at my reward(Face to Face) but to look at gathering the lost, to be obedient unto to death. I write this not to discourage you sis, but for understanding, as The Lord's Timing is always perfect.
 
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More time, means more souls to be gathered into The Kingdom.

Then one of the elders addressed me, saying "who are these, clothed in white robes, and whence have they come?" I said to him, "Sir you know." And he said to me, These are they who have come out of The Great Tribulation; they have washes their robes and made them white in the Blood of The Lamb."
I have learned from my Father to not look at my reward(Face to Face) but to look at gathering the lost, to be obedient unto to death. I write this not to discourage you sis, but for understanding, as The Lord's Timing is always perfect.
I understand and agree with all that. For children and women, it's a different problem. I don't think He expects us to live in this world unless He is also with us in the physical. I know many dangers are also happening to the men and it's harsh for them too.

I'm sure He wants to be with each of us physically right now. My desire is actually His desire and is just a reflection of His in me. It's the waiting for His time. I do not accept Him leaving me here for this long into the clouds. I won't rest until He comes. I must continue this good fight.
 
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More time, means more souls to be gathered into The Kingdom.
I think after a certain delaying it's like losing the souls rather. I think something similar to this is also in the Bible. I will find it later on.
 
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His Spirit lives w/in if you right now if you are his child!
Yes. Thank God for His Spirit Living in us right now. I still want His Physical Presence. I do not accept Him leaving me or any of us here for this long into the clouds. I won't rest until He comes. I must continue this good fight.
 
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I understand and agree with all that. For children and women, it's a different problem. I don't think He expects us to live in this world unless He is also with us in the physical. I know many dangers are also happening to the men and it's harsh for them too.

I'm sure He wants to be with each of us physically right now. My desire is actually His desire and is just a reflection of His in me. It's the waiting for His time. I do not accept Him leaving me here for this long into the clouds. I won't rest until He comes. I must continue this good fight.
For sure. In the beginning he did walk w/ man. Then the Lord Jesus Christ did so. Then he will come again in Revelation. Your desire is his desire! He will. The fight ends in victory. He has promised.
 
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Now He does appear every now and then and keeps giving me many reasons why I don't really want that, or that I'm not ready, or how that would cost my life, or that He is more closer to me in the Spirit than He can be in the physical.

I had physical manifestations of God's presence since childhood.

They were extremely intense and feels like you're going to die although it did not hurt one bit and I maintain full control of my body. For me it felt like being swept under a huge breaking wave and hearing a loud roar like also that of a large breaking wave.

One time, my sister saw my bed with me in it partially levitate and things all over the house shaking. There was no earthquake, not even a wind.

They became less and less intense as I got older although seemingly picking up in intensity once more. Now that I'm an adult I'm much less afraid of it and even enjoy it.

They are sometimes accompanied by visions of God. He appears as a very menacing huge black cloud in space that seems like a massive swarm of locusts or something else. He takes me up to space and tells me His wrath is burning against humanity and that's it. I didn't understand it back as a child having never read the Bible.
 
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I'm confident My Jesus is here somewhere already. It's time for Him and me to meet again according to what He promised to me. Maybe it's not the time yet for others.

Probably something or somebody of this world is blocking our meeting. This could be the reason for others too and we have to solve that for all.

I will go figure this out and find Him by all means. Please pray for me as I go on this mission and this battle to find His Physical Presence.

More than wrestling God, this fight is a battle with that thing which is standing on the way. There is no other reason why Jesus wouldn't meet me.
 
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I'm confident My Jesus is here somewhere already. It's time for Him and me to meet again according to what He promised to me. Maybe it's not the time yet for others.

Probably something or somebody of this world is blocking our meeting. This could be the reason for others too and we have to solve that for all.

I will go figure this out and find Him by all means. Please pray for me as I go on this mission and this battle to find His Physical Presence.

More than wrestling God, this fight is a battle with that thing which is standing on the way. There is no other reason why Jesus wouldn't meet me.
I like your desire, but you need to be patient. The time is not yet for him to be here physically. He said he is leaving us till he returns in his full glory.
 
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I understand and agree with all that. For children and women, it's a different problem. I don't think He expects us to live in this world unless He is also with us in the physical. I know many dangers are also happening to the men and it's harsh for them too.

I'm sure He wants to be with each of us physically right now. My desire is actually His desire and is just a reflection of His in me. It's the waiting for His time. I do not accept Him leaving me here for this long into the clouds. I won't rest until He comes. I must continue this good fight.
I think I understand now, I was talking about His return and you were about this(It is not right that man should be alone). Am I right? Do you see the one I see or has that been hidden from you eyes?
 
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I think I understand now, I was talking about His return and you were about this(It is not right that man should be alone). Am I right? Do you see the one I see or has that been hidden from you eyes?
You got me. Gold star.
 
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I think after a certain delaying it's like losing the souls rather. I think something similar to this is also in the Bible. I will find it later on.
He who stands upon The Rock, or he in the palm of His hand can not be lost and a new heart can not wax cold.
 
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He who stands upon The Rock, or he in the palm of His hand can not be lost and a new heart can not wax cold.
I know you are going to say that. Somewhere in the Bible also says God will stop suffering after a certain point so that the souls can remain in His salvation.
 
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You got me. Gold star.
I am 65 years old and this is my first Gold star. When I was young my teachers were always sending me to the corner to stand. And when I became a young man they had me sit up front to keep an eye on me. Little did I know that there was another One keeping an eye on me. He was waiting until the perfect time, the perfect moment, I would say yes.
 
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I know you are going to say that. Somewhere in the Bible also says God will stop suffering after a certain point so that the souls can remain in His salvation.
Yes the tears will be wiped away and suffering will be no more.
 
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Yes the tears will be wiped away and suffering will be no more.
I wanted to build a house for God. By His Grace, I was able to do so. That is a family or peoples whom God chose that I serve and minister to on God's behalf, and their lives restored and turned to God in whom He now lives.

This is the house He wanted which I build for Him and it is also my house. And God said that He will build a house for me too, which is what I'm preparing to find and receive. A heart, a soul, a body, whom I can call my home.

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I agree. I know He is perfect. What about Matthew 24:22 where more time means nobody would be saved? He said this about His coming.

If those days had not been cut short, nobody would be saved. But for the sake of the elect, those days will be cut short.
 
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I agree. I know He is perfect. What about Matthew 24:22 where more time means nobody would be saved? He said this about His coming.

If those days had not been cut short, nobody would be saved. But for the sake of the elect, those days will be cut short.
Blessings in Christ Jesus Gospels. Many will die during The Great Tribulation. It is that horrible. Spared perhaps would be a better word. One time long ago I was in the kitchen And the Lord said, "My son you should be praying for more time, more time to gather" Once The Great Tribulation begins(you see all these signs) you will know He is near even at the gates. Take these words to prayer for confirmation as we are not to have trust in any man, but only The Lord.
 
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Ok that was long ago. And more time has passed since then just as He said and just as you obeyed. Ask Him again about these present days, maybe He will give a different answer.

If God tells me more time in these days, I'm going to remind Him about His words that if he does not cut short and come quickly, then what He said will happen.

And I know God sometimes thinks that I'm right and listens to me because I'm His eyes and His Spirit of Wisdom, or at least He gives me understanding to help my lack or ignorance.
 
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