If someone committed the unforgivable sin would they think about God at all? Would they want Chrisitanity to end? Would they hate God? If someone were to be given over to a depraved mind could they still be forgiven? With OCD instead of feeling guilt could it be anger towards the thoughts? With OCD if you fear something happening can you cause it to happen by fearing it and thinking about it too much to the point you believe it's true? For example like forgeting about God or that you are completely unforgivable because you reached that point to where no matter what God did you would be blind to it.