I feel like my heart is going to burst right out of my chest..... what more can I say...it hurts so deep like it's going to be a part of me forever.
My dad passed away yesterday morning suddenly, without warning, but HE KNEW!!!!!!!!! He knew he was ill and never told a soul. I keep asking him why, and I just keep asking God why but I already know the answers. God's will is always done, good or bad. Now I just need to find the peace to go on.
I have been numb for the last day because it has fallen on my shoulders to handle everything and I think this evening I have just started to thaw. It's just sinking in and this horrible heaviness in my chest just came on me. I know there must be someone out there who has gone through this... please pray for me. Dear Lord I need your comforting hand now more than ever.
My dad passed away yesterday morning suddenly, without warning, but HE KNEW!!!!!!!!! He knew he was ill and never told a soul. I keep asking him why, and I just keep asking God why but I already know the answers. God's will is always done, good or bad. Now I just need to find the peace to go on.
I have been numb for the last day because it has fallen on my shoulders to handle everything and I think this evening I have just started to thaw. It's just sinking in and this horrible heaviness in my chest just came on me. I know there must be someone out there who has gone through this... please pray for me. Dear Lord I need your comforting hand now more than ever.