My sister and I have a really hard time in our whole life. Always everythings going wrong in our life. Why is that? We very much want to get lucky in life, being no affraid. But we always feel affraid. We born with possessed, there are always things/creatures who blocked lucky and it scares us always. We've been through a lot traumatic things. That is not normal, he (the devil/demons) try`s everytime to hurt us and our position in the eyes of others. We just wanna rest, really rest. We both want it, but because of this curse, every good (christian) help goes away from us, and we come in the closed psychiatric hospital against our will and things like that. Or scary things happend to us in our life, it always been this way. How is that possible? Is there anybody that really can help/save us?