Why The Cycles

[DESTINED4GREATNESS]

I have been a member for so long and havent written.. But i need to today. I feel this overwhelming anxiety i have tried to get control of it but cant.. I am an emotional eater who has had boughts of bulimia and compulsive eating and restriction.. It started over 5 years ago and i have prayed and tried to get over it but the cycles continue. I am now 60 lbs overweight and cant get out of this cycle.. I feel i cant eat normal.. I either starve or binge or when i decided i will eat healthy i say im going on a fast first to detox ... Over and over ??? I know this has to do with seeing family over the holidays and yet again being this big :-(

God Help me gain self control. and Self discipline.. Sorry for venting .. I can use prayer.. THanks

I know i am fearfully wonderfully made.. I know i can do ALL things through Christ and i know i need to walk in spirit not flesh.. Yet this hindrance has me bound... I want to be freee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[blessedmomof5]

I am so SORRY i did not see this. I miss you and so glad you are back....or at least i hope you come back after not getting any response....I know for me i too have been MIA on and off......Know that i am hear for you
Have You gotten therapy? spoken to your Pastor? BTW yes the holidays are the worst.....

I have been a member for so long and havent written.. But i need to today. I feel this overwhelming anxiety i have tried to get control of it but cant.. I am an emotional eater who has had boughts of bulimia and compulsive eating and restriction.. It started over 5 years ago and i have prayed and tried to get over it but the cycles continue. I am now 60 lbs overweight and cant get out of this cycle.. I feel i cant eat normal.. I either starve or binge or when i decided i will eat healthy i say im going on a fast first to detox ... Over and over ??? I know this has to do with seeing family over the holidays and yet again being this big :-(

God Help me gain self control. and Self discipline.. Sorry for venting .. I can use prayer.. THanks

I know i am fearfully wonderfully made.. I know i can do ALL things through Christ and i know i need to walk in spirit not flesh.. Yet this hindrance has me bound... I want to be freee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!