The worms being alive that eat my dead body does not mean I am not dead. You need to keep your eye on the ball. Dead animals fertilizing grass does not make the animals not dead. Death is the absence of life. Existence is not non existence. I do believe the afterlife exists, but not a physical afterlife. This body is dead when I die and this body does not follow me into the afterlife. If I am alive spiritually after this body is dead, my body will still be dead.
It means that the constituents of your material body are still alive in some sense. Matter and energy are related, as I recall. Death is not the absence of life, nonlife is the absence of life, such as a rock or synthetic materials. I never said I believed in a physical afterlife, so that's moot. Qualification is IF you are alive spiritually after your body dies. I contend that you are not alive spiritually, if we understand spirit to be your personality and consciousness.
I am a Christian annihilationist, but it can be an option in any event. We live until we die. It is possible we had no life before we were born, and that we will have no life after we die. Death is not merely a transition, unless you make the assumption it is, and then it may only be your wrong assumption.
So now you're saying it might be valid to see death as merely a transition of life into another life of sorts?
Not really true. As I said when I die, the existence of the worms eating me does not mean I am not dead.
I wasn't saying you lived on through the worms, the worms are separate, but the interrelation of your material constituents with the worm that eats them suggests that you persist in a nominal sense, not in a complete sense of your personality surviving your death, moreso what was your body, even though it wasn't really yours at all when you think about it.
I do not refuse to think about it. I have thought about it; and I have no reason to believe that existing with a loving Creator would be a bad thing. It is not logical to assume it would be bad. You on the other hand, only come to this assumption, because you are looking for a reason to reject Christianity, not because you have thought about it, and reached the reasonable conclusion it might be bad.
I don't refuse to think about it, I see no reason to think about the afterlife. It is logical to assume that the afterlife is not something we have to think about unless you already presume we survive our death. And no, my rejection of the afterlife is not unique to rejecting the Christian afterlife.
You're trying to make yourself a victim here when that's not the case. I qualified this topic by saying that all immortality and eternal life are undesirable. To say heaven is undesirable would be to make a stab at Christians, which is not my intent. There are plenty of non Christian and non abrahamic religions that beleive we survive our death in some immortal eternal way and I equally disbelieve those.
I think this is more true of your fixation that heaven might be bad, than on mine that it might be good.
I don't presume that I couldn't be wrong, I simply think it makes more sense not to focus on the afterlife and thinking about what might be as opposed to focusing on what is. if I'm wrong, so be it. But you can bet I will try to eliminate myself by annihilation, which is preferable to any amount of immortal and persistent existence after my death.
This is you imagination at work. There is no life in this world without suffering and death etc. so we all have the contrast and none of us escape it. The joy and happiness in this life however are not the consequences of suffering and death and disease.
The thesis I'm advocating is that joy, happiness and such make no sense without suffering, death and sorrow. We need them as a basic contrast, like a 3 dimensional object needs faces to be 3 dimensional and not just a flat shape.
This is a Christian motivation.
Only incidentally. You share that to the point where you diverge with buddhists in that you think that your life will continue after your death and you will be eternally happy, which I think is almost worse than simply living forever, regardless of if you're happy or not. seems to me there's a state of affairs where we could live forever after our deaths, but not in any sense where we'd be happy or sad, that would be dependent on our perspectives.
I certainly do not think that and nothing I have said gives you any possible reason to believe I think that. I would guess all Christians agree that heaven is a good thing and will be a good existence to experience. That is our unity of agreement. As I have said above that is an entirly reasonable assumption if our Creator is a loving and good entity
Then your agreement seems pointless, since you agree on an abstract with no concrete description or qualifications about it. that's like agreeing magic exists without specifying the difference between magic and, say, natural occurrences like lightning and earthquakes.
It's not necessarily a reasonable assumption if you think that the Creator is not understanding love and goodness from any general human perspective, but from its own deified perspective. Basically, love and goodness could be inhumane from a human perspective observing a god's ideas of what love and goodness are.