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Why i feel like god want to kill me

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Why I feel scare oh the time, I'm scare I'm going to think something bad about god I don't know, if um good oh bad , I'm scare is me the voice in my head is me and when I'm trying to feel good. There's my voice saying god is going to kill you any sec , for thinking you going to live is horrible and scary I try everything why if god knows everything that I'm going to think before me, why he let me suffered with this I don't want to think this way ,I want to fallow Jesus I don't want to be scare. Of he is going to kill me because my thoughts

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Why I feel scare oh the time, I'm scare I'm going to think something bad about god I don't know, if um good oh bad , I'm scare is me the voice in my head is me and when I'm trying to feel good. There's my voice saying god is going to kill you any sec , for thinking you going to live is horrible and scary I try everything why if god knows everything that I'm going to think before me, why he let me suffered with this I don't want to think this way ,I want to fallow Jesus I don't want to be scare. Of he is going to kill me because my thoughts

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Didn't you read your replies from your other post, like this one?
The Christian life. is You must repent of your old life and read His Bible to give you strength for these battles. He will resurrected you in His New Life.
Here are 2 teachers on Youtube
 
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HE does want to kill you. That is the Christian life. You must repent of your old life and be resurrected in His New Life.


I feel like you could have worded it a much different way. That had it seem like God is bloodthirsty and wants to murder you and will unless you believe in him and call it love.
 
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HE does want to kill you. That is the Christian life. You must repent of your old life and be resurrected in His New Life.
This might be good advice to someone who speaks English as their first language. However English is obviously not her first language so it might be hard for her to understand what you are trying to get at.
 
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This might be good advice to someone who speaks English as their first language. However English is obviously not her first language so it might be hard for her to understand what you are trying to get at.
Yes, I edited my post.
 
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dkarla, the ugly thoughts and feelings that are tangled with them are not you. They are just thought and feelings. If you can do this, try your best to breath in very slowly and deeply and to breath out slowly also. Focus on your breathing in this way. When the bad thoughts and feelings try to come, do not allow them to carry you away with them. Instead, pray a short prayer each time, like "Oh God, make haste to help me!" or "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, help me, a sinner." Pray the same verse with each slow, deep breath in and out.

Concentrate on the breathing and on the words of your prayer. Use the prayer as a shield to drive the bad things away. Ask God to help you and force yourself to believe in your heart that He will. Do not doubt. And remember that we are praying for you also.
 
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dkaria, we are victims of the world's imperfect love. Many times we grow up under a conditional love that says, "I will love you if you do thus and so...". God's love is not like that. God saw our need and our spiritual barrenness far better than we can, and still He chose to enter Creation as one of us and pay the price to return us to Himself. This is His incredible love: "while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us (Rom 5.8)".... "God was in Christ, reconciling the world to Himself, not counting their trespasses against them. (2Cor 5.19)"

The feelings you have are residual from the fallen world. They do not reflect the perfect love of God. Keep believing and abiding in that perfect love, and it will "cast out fear. (1John 4)"
 
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Strong feelings of doom may be a warning for us to repent, or it may be the devil trying to throw us off...suggest seeking the ability to repent of any and all that is clearly not right. And know that God is generally very patient towards us - so the thought of needing to attain instant perfection is likely from the deceiver. who typically tries to scare us with impossible for us demands, or he tries to entice us with notions of do whatever - it really doesn't matter.

Try reading the Gospel of John.

Hope and pray you will see God's Light & Truth brighten your spirit.
 
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Why I feel scare oh the time, I'm scare I'm going to think something bad about god I don't know, if um good oh bad , I'm scare is me the voice in my head is me and when I'm trying to feel good. There's my voice saying god is going to kill you any sec , for thinking you going to live is horrible and scary I try everything why if god knows everything that I'm going to think before me, why he let me suffered with this I don't want to think this way ,I want to fallow Jesus I don't want to be scare. Of he is going to kill me because my thoughts

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In the Bible...Jesus' disciple, Thomas had many, many doubts....Jesus didn't kill him. Jesus show him agape and mercy.
 
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Why I feel scare oh the time, I'm scare I'm going to think something bad about god I don't know, if um good oh bad , I'm scare is me the voice in my head is me and when I'm trying to feel good. There's my voice saying god is going to kill you any sec , for thinking you going to live is horrible and scary I try everything why if god knows everything that I'm going to think before me, why he let me suffered with this I don't want to think this way ,I want to fallow Jesus I don't want to be scare. Of he is going to kill me because my thoughts

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The best way to get rid of these scary thoughts is to keep praying and talking to God. Even is He doesn't talk back. God can give you mercy.

I experanced some thoughts and feelings too. But I talked to God and Prayed every day, and the thoughts went away when God showered me with love. I even got angry with Him.

And the nest following week He gave turned my life into a Bible story. He gave me a burning bush. But He didn't speak to me. But He was fighting for me.

Give God a chance and keep praying keep talking to Him. Show love to Him. Even if your angry, because anger will come after being scared.

The only reason God would be angry with you. If you went against Him or you did something wrong. But God with forgive you. Amen!
 
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The best way to get rid of these scary thoughts is to keep praying and talking to God. Even is He doesn't talk back. God can give you mercy.

I experanced some thoughts and feelings too. But I talked to God and Prayed every day, and the thoughts went away when God showered me with love. I even got angry with Him.

And the nest following week He gave turned my life into a Bible story. He gave me a burning bush. But He didn't speak to me. But He was fighting for me.

Give God a chance and keep praying keep talking to Him. Show love to Him. Even if your angry, because anger will come after being scared.

The only reason God would be angry with you. If you went against Him or you did something wrong. But God with forgive you. Amen!
Amen ,God bless you I still pray. And it feel horrible when us my own. Voice that say those thoughts , maybe is difficult because. I never feel a live Luke that ... Thank you so much

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Amen ,God bless you I still pray. And it feel horrible when us my own. Voice that say those thoughts , maybe is difficult because. I never feel a live Luke that ... Thank you so much

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Your welcome!
 
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