Alternate Carpark
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Argh ! When I first started, I never finished anything and always felt a failure for doing so.
So God was gracious enough to allow me to complete very simple tasks, as I grew up with a mindset of 'born loser' so I never completed goals let alone actually having any.
And before I felt confident enough to write I spent alot of time designing maps for 3d games, this was my first step into the world of exploring my creative gifts and I also struggled with the thoughts that I was wasting my time building them.
God kept encouraging me that the map building was where I would develop my ability and this ability can be translated very easily into writing.
He's so gentle and gracious isn't He !
I'm on a five year plan to have a book published.
I'm in my second year now and I'm developing more every day.
I learnt that when God called me to be a writer, He hadn't commissioned me yet.
In between the calling and the commissioning is the training and preparing.
I concentrate on those aspects now and don't fret about the time shedule anymore.
LOL Or even what the first book will be about.
Justice4JC, you may feel something completely different and you may feel nothing at all. It all depends on how God designed you.
Just like when people 'feel' God in a powerful way when they pray or whatever.
I never 'feel' any strong feelings when I am with Him, yet I am continuously deeply immerse in Him...
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