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Pastor - ד ע ה - The Lunch Lady
- Dec 13, 2003
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Why do I beleive?
I hated G-d for so long, I lived a life so opposed to him that it was sickening.
Drug Addict, Alcoholic, Whoremonger, Vile in speech, violent, insolent, self agrandizing. You know I really understand when the bible talks about those who "invent ways of doing evil"
And all along the L-rd spoke to me. Audibly telling me to come home, telling me I was killing me and killing others. He sent visions that were so real I could paint a picture if I could paint that is. He sent even angels to call me home.
One sweet day I surrendered to his voice. I see the evidence that cannot be denied. The moral effect of just one man? No the Moral effect of the one just G-d!
And he still speaks to me. Audibly. I thought for a very long time I was nuts. That this burning passion was some kind of psychosis. It is not, For all that he speaks lines up with his word. He has given me spirtual gifts that are undeniable and documented. Faith, word of knowledge and prophecy, the healers touch, I understand languages I do not speak and speak languages I do not know.
So I am convinced he is real that he lives. Or I am completely insane.
But does insanity stop alcoholisim dead in it's tracks? Or Drug addiction? Does insanity remove vile words from a mans mouth? Can it take a violent man and turn him into a dove? Does insanity touch the sick and see them recover? Does it have the power to impart faith on a frightened person that they might have peace?
No insanity does not do those things and it never will
The devil does not do those things for he never can
Only the one true G-d who I love and adore
Who's name is Y'shua
Who lives
Who was
And who will come again in great glory.
Is it any wonder that he is all I think about or care to be about?
Doubt? Sometimes some old Kurt Vonegat stuff rattles around in my head
and in the dark of the night yeah sometimes just a whisper.
But surely that I turn to Ruach Ha'Kodesh he quiets those fears like the
gentle father that he is.
So now you know
And if you find me to be insane well thats ok
Because I know the truth
I know my shepherds voice
when He calls
I come running
Blessings
Pastor George
I hated G-d for so long, I lived a life so opposed to him that it was sickening.
Drug Addict, Alcoholic, Whoremonger, Vile in speech, violent, insolent, self agrandizing. You know I really understand when the bible talks about those who "invent ways of doing evil"
And all along the L-rd spoke to me. Audibly telling me to come home, telling me I was killing me and killing others. He sent visions that were so real I could paint a picture if I could paint that is. He sent even angels to call me home.
One sweet day I surrendered to his voice. I see the evidence that cannot be denied. The moral effect of just one man? No the Moral effect of the one just G-d!
And he still speaks to me. Audibly. I thought for a very long time I was nuts. That this burning passion was some kind of psychosis. It is not, For all that he speaks lines up with his word. He has given me spirtual gifts that are undeniable and documented. Faith, word of knowledge and prophecy, the healers touch, I understand languages I do not speak and speak languages I do not know.
So I am convinced he is real that he lives. Or I am completely insane.
But does insanity stop alcoholisim dead in it's tracks? Or Drug addiction? Does insanity remove vile words from a mans mouth? Can it take a violent man and turn him into a dove? Does insanity touch the sick and see them recover? Does it have the power to impart faith on a frightened person that they might have peace?
No insanity does not do those things and it never will
The devil does not do those things for he never can
Only the one true G-d who I love and adore
Who's name is Y'shua
Who lives
Who was
And who will come again in great glory.
Is it any wonder that he is all I think about or care to be about?
Doubt? Sometimes some old Kurt Vonegat stuff rattles around in my head
and in the dark of the night yeah sometimes just a whisper.
But surely that I turn to Ruach Ha'Kodesh he quiets those fears like the
gentle father that he is.
So now you know
And if you find me to be insane well thats ok
Because I know the truth
I know my shepherds voice
when He calls
I come running
Blessings
Pastor George
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