But men written the Bible, and that's what you supposed to have faith in prior to believing - a story told by men. And if men are not trustworthy and not reliable, then your line of reasoning falls apart.
That's the whole point I'm trying to make. We don't have God telling people about God. We have men telling people about God and we supposed to have faith in something that you are saying is NOT trustworthy and fallible - their ideas and stories.
That's your choice.
I had a similar choice when I was young.
I could keep on or go on or start 'trusting men' (at church).
Then I saw people who did not trust men.
I saw something I had NEVER seen before in my short life (under 20 years).
I saw joyful, cheerful, happy, obedient, faithful followers of Jesus ('Christians') with LIFE!
REAL LIFE. Together. As one. Helping instead of hurting one another, and helping others, instead of judging them or telling them "go and be warm".
After about six months, watching every day, seeing their real true life in Jesus lived out every day, truthfully - no pretending,
after a growing hunger for God, and for HIS Kingdom, and a thirst for RIGHTEOUSNESS (to be forgiven of my sins, to be right with God; His Way)
I repented fully, turned to God fully , away from sin, forever, no matter what God would do or wanted me to do - I became His, like the thief on the cross.
Not very many people I meet EVER became His, anyplace.
But a few have.
God calls and chooses for HIMSELF martyrs, by HIS will from heaven 'born again' (not by man's choice, not by man's will, nor by the will of the flesh).
We are castaways on earth. (see the description Paul gives in the NT of the Apostles, "potato peels" cast out on the garbage pile.... ekeing out existence working with their hands whatever odd jobs they can find; being chased from one town to the next..... (by religious and political leaders, and the general populace) ...)
OH, I could have given up, and trusted 'men', and done what 'men' wanted instead of what GOD clearly wanted and states VERY CLEARLY in HIS WORD.....
but by SHEER GRACE - completely a GIFT FROM GOD in JESUS,
I am HIS.