I don't actually know when in my SPIRIT I started to understand.. because that is all it is.. our understanding needs enlightning.. God has already given us every spiritual gift in the heavenlies when we are in the light as He is in the light!!
One day while praying at home.. privately.. out loud as I love too and prefer to pray.. I just started to speak in tongues..
But you know I truly do see that it is when I believed that all the fullness of God started to be mine!!
I remember reading the simplest of scriptures.. if one can call them simple..
John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son.. that whoever believes on him.. shall not perish but have everlasting life..
I had read that and knew that off by heart.. but yet it was word believed that struck me.. stuck out and I realised I had known about God for many years.. but I hadn't believed it because I wasn't living from the knowledge of what God actually said.. The Spirit of God is confirming that to me now.. bringing to my mind.. my people perish for lack of knowledge..
Also the words eternal life.. you know.. eternal isn't time based.. It doesn't start just because we believe.. it is another realm and when we believe we step into that realm.. we are truly born again!!
I didn't move in that realm of faith or understanding as some I knew did.. I wasn't excited about God or wanting to share my faith.. or could say I really felt God or had the joy of the LORD.. etc
But when I just started to see.. that it wasn't about me doing anything.. it was about me having faith in God and who HE was and then living it out.. That is when I was actually being a believer.. I wanted to search for HIM and learn about HIM.. and I suddenly couldn't get enough of HIM and who He was.. The door suddenly swung open.. and I saw the light and I wanted too and did step in to have fellowship with GOD!!
THEN.. I became aware of who GOD is and saw that He was truth and goodness and life and health and so much more... and my heart opened up.. and my eyes saw and my ears heard... and it has not stopped since..
I wasn't just being filled by Gods Holy Spirit I was in the light and it is penetrating my whole being but only if I stay in the light does this happen..
I truly believe that the signs now follow me as I stay in the light as He is in the light.. My understanding is being enlightened.. not by me doing anything so special.. but just believing and having faith in GOD!!