I am a survivor of incest,molestation,rape and severe child abuse, trauma based mind control and experimentation. I have edured repeated poisoning,rape and filming. I am monitored 24 7, stalked and harrassed with work and social mobbing. I endure gaslighting, vicious slander,lies and rumors to cover their abuse and issolate me from all support. I have had all facets of my life sabatoged due to satanic and occult practices and demonic attacks.I am alone with not one friend. All family,friends and community has taken part in my abuse and slow murder.No christian community seems informed and strong enough to deal with this matter. No one will help me so the satanic cult members are allowed to abuse me without fear of anyone protecting me. I have worked very hard my whole life to take care of myself with no help from any one.I studied the arts,music, biology and medicine. I have stayed away from drugs and drinking. I eat and live very healthy and stay away from satanic worship and witchcraft, yet my efforts are in vain. Why love a God that allows this? Is it worth it? I need prayer and support. I am abused and harrassed for even seeking support. I do not want to live in pain and die alone but my abusers have me issolated,in poverty, all alone in virtual prison.
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when is it enough?
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I spoke with a woman recently who reinvented her life. She walked away from her homeland, and didn't return to family for a couple decades.
It seems impossible to think of surviving without the roots of what you've established there, but it really looks like you need to get out of there. Life will look different if you can relocate. At least you will be able to breathe.
Is there an organization that you think might be able to help? Sometimes a church will help raise funds for one-time needs, like getting you to an ex-cult support center.
This article might show a little bit about the options of exit counseling.
Freeminds.org - Discover The Truth About Jehovah's Witnesses and the Watchtower Society - Deprogramming and Exit-Counseling: Are They for Christians?
You have been through so many horrible things, it must be hard to even muster the energy to think about being in a different life.
It seems impossible to think of surviving without the roots of what you've established there, but it really looks like you need to get out of there. Life will look different if you can relocate. At least you will be able to breathe.
Is there an organization that you think might be able to help? Sometimes a church will help raise funds for one-time needs, like getting you to an ex-cult support center.
This article might show a little bit about the options of exit counseling.
Freeminds.org - Discover The Truth About Jehovah's Witnesses and the Watchtower Society - Deprogramming and Exit-Counseling: Are They for Christians?
You have been through so many horrible things, it must be hard to even muster the energy to think about being in a different life.
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The situation is mostly spiritual and this is not the type of group that leaves you alone if you move...if you are even able to. I want it to be dealt with a savior but Jesus just lets this happen to me and many others. At what point do you admit that christianity is not worth the persecution?
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Faith is things hoped for and evidence of things unseen. Have faith He will deliver you from this and you will see results. Don't give up on the faith, He hasn't abandoned you. It is difficult, but pray fervently, seek Him. Don't let the enemy win.
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Have you turned to the legal system for help? Any of the community resources that are already set up in place? I know it is difficult to walk into these doors knowing that someone could retaliate when you get out. But if criminals are not reported and held accountable, they continue to have power.
Make sure you talk with people who are trained in helping... you have several different directions you can head for help. These were serious crimes. And if an old boyfriend can deserve a restraining order, so can a rapist or poisoner.
Find someone who can walk in there with you, and help navigate any trust issues.
Make sure you talk with people who are trained in helping... you have several different directions you can head for help. These were serious crimes. And if an old boyfriend can deserve a restraining order, so can a rapist or poisoner.
Find someone who can walk in there with you, and help navigate any trust issues.
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There is a Catholic Priest named Fr. Corapi who talks about Satanism being real.
A Mormon investigation also turned up evidence of Satanism:
Presiding Bishop Glenn L. Pace Exposes Satanic Abuse in the LDS Church & Temples by Prominent Leaders!
God lets people do bad things. Sometimes good people have to step up. Go find good people and expose the evil ones.
A Mormon investigation also turned up evidence of Satanism:
Presiding Bishop Glenn L. Pace Exposes Satanic Abuse in the LDS Church & Temples by Prominent Leaders!
God lets people do bad things. Sometimes good people have to step up. Go find good people and expose the evil ones.
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If the people who've abused you claim to be christian , then they're obviously mistaken - in that Christ is not followed in or by such .
But if you meant they're not christian , but attacked you because you were - then , even as hard as things might be , it would still be unwise to forsake believing in Jesus - because He Is the very Rescuer & Deliverer of the afflicted and the oppressed .
Scripture tells us that God will not allow more than we can bear to come upon us , but will make a way to escape , so that we can bear our situation . ( 1st Corinthians 10:13 )
May you seek and find the way to escape which The Lord ( Who Is Greater than all others ) provides . Amen .
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