My music tastes have changed. I can't listen to the things I once did. There was a time I enjoyed heavy metal and hard rock but it doesn't resonate now. I like softer tunes. I've always loved classical and now I've moved towards French cafe jazz.
I prefer a gentle mood and don't connect with the angst and darkness prevalent in certain genres. Or somberness either. Within the types I enjoy there are songs I never play. They're too depressing and I'm not in that place.
~bella
I'm not really in very many of those places much now anymore either, not in darkness anymore anyway, but sometimes I still like the energy, and sometimes, "sometimes", I occasionally like to be reminded "where I came from" anyway... "Reminiscence" sometimes I guess, stuff I grew up with, etc...
It's really kind of hard to describe where I am now though anyway, it's kind of like "no place" but yet also maybe "all places" at the same time maybe, if that makes any kind of sense at all, etc...?
It maybe kind of feels like "travel" I guess you could say when I engage with it sometimes maybe...? And again, if that makes any kind of sense either, or at all also, etc...
I'm just "neutral" now anymore when I'm not engaged with anything, etc, but for the most part it's a pretty happy and satisfied and content neutral, and not an overly very much sad or depressing one maybe, etc, if that makes any kind of sense at all also maybe, etc...
I guess I just really don't have the words for it I guess...?
If a person were to ask me how it "feels", I wouldn't be able to put any words to it I don't think I guess, etc...?
Anyway,
God Bless!