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I am so praying for you Saucy. I had no idea about your mother, and I am so sorry I didn't hear about it sooner.Thanks brother. I guess, too, we need a place to go and vent. Even if our emotions are wrong. Hopefully there will be people who want to be there at your worst and understand the pain youre dealing with.
It happens, I am glad you stated how you felt, and I apologize for not being there.Thank you. I care about you too. Its so difficult when one horrible thing after another piles on. And the worst part is feeling alone and then having others just think the worst about you. I just lost my cool last night and Im sorry. I was triggered.
Thank you. I care about you too. Its so difficult when one horrible thing after another piles on. And the worst part is feeling alone and then having others just think the worst about you. I just lost my cool last night and Im sorry. I was triggered.
Yeah that's probably why this moment has hit me harder. I had overcome a lot in the past year, as I said. I found an excellent paying job and was able to get back on my feet and all in a span of 2-3 weeks, my boss got really sick and he dropped his projects, including the ones I was working. I was out of a job and in panic mode because rent was due and just decided not to pay me. Then my mom was in and out of the ER and multiple doctor's appointments, there was family drama and a rift between my mom and sister which I was in the middle of and trying to bring peace and it kept heaping on and heaping on and I am worn out. I don't know how much more I can handle. And then all this went down last night.I've found that life tends to go in cycles. Sometimes you are at the top of the world and the next minute it seems like life couldn't get any worse. It's really tough to watch someone you care deeply for struggle with serious health issues. I've found though that the really terrible phases in life do eventually pass and are replaced with some sweeter moments. The hard part is to stay hopeful and have faith during those sorrowful times.
Yeah that's probably why this moment has hit me harder. I had overcome a lot in the past year, as I said. I found an excellent paying job and was able to get back on my feet and all in a span of 2-3 weeks, my boss got really sick and he dropped his projects, including the ones I was working. I was out of a job and in panic mode because rent was due and just decided not to pay me. Then my mom was in and out of the ER and multiple doctor's appointments, there was family drama and a rift between my mom and sister which I was in the middle of and trying to bring peace and it kept heaping on and heaping on and I am worn out. I don't know how much more I can handle. And then all this went down last night.
I just don't know what to do right now. I've been shaking, unable to sleep, my landlord is bearing down on me because he was supposed to be paid two weeks ago and I'm doing my best to cling to God. I'm not trying to get all "woe is me" and look for sympathy. I don't know. Some people are better at handling things by themselves. I've had to handle it all by myself since my dad died, trying to fill his shoes and take care of the family and myself and it's all crumbling down around me. My niece is about to turn 3 and I had these really cool gift ideas and now I don't know if I'll be able to get her anything, which makes me feel like a crumb because she always says I'm her best friend.
Thank you so much Saucy! Your prayers and encouragement mean a lotPraying for you! I know you'll knock it out of the park!
My kids got a 5 euro flying thing from someone and they were so happy with it. Their favorite toy when someone asks what they want is a 2 euro or less fart cushion. One woman said: but don't you want anything else? Huh? Why two presents?My niece is about to turn 3 and I had these really cool gift ideas and now I don't know if I'll be able to get her anything, which makes me feel like a crumb because she always says I'm her best friend.
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