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Haha, I went to have something to eat pretty much straight after watching that. Lucky it didn't put me off!
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Haha, I went to have something to eat pretty much straight after watching that. Lucky it didn't put me off!
The first one...ok...then oh lookie there the king of all...and he pop that sucker...I was like jumpy...ewwwwwwww
I wonder what that little guy was thinking until it went pop lol
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Second interview is monday at 10 trying to not get my hopes up and keep my nerves down I don't know how many people are going to be interviewing me but I think its more then one eeek. This could be such a good thing even though the position got turned to nights it would worth it to get away from my current job I don't look forward to going to work anymore !!
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Picked up a new cd today and took a drive. On my way downtown, I have to pass the last relationship shot because she lives at the top of the hill on the way to downtown. The first thing I thought, no wonder I was so accepting to ldr's in the past and when I was younger. I didn't like having to deal with memories of failures if it would en by physical memories. Then I remembered...I am glad this type of way of dealing with things and how it affects your choices is in the past. This is not to say that I was with those women solely because they were far away. That is far away from the truth. Everyone of them my heart and mind was completely all for them and them alone for all the reasons I had back then.
I just have known I have grown out of believing anything is possible and I want what is realistically possible. So if anything driving past that apartment and keeping my head straight ahead helped me have a slight cliched epiphany.
I just have known I have grown out of believing anything is possible and I want what is realistically possible. So if anything driving past that apartment and keeping my head straight ahead helped me have a slight cliched epiphany.
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Should I share these thoughts? Oh what the heck.
So, I've been frustrated lately with some of the opinions of a few family members. If it wasn't for my sister, I'd wonder if anyone offline thought as I do sometimes. That was yesterday. Then just a few minutes ago I told my sister, as the thought popped into my mind, "one of the benefits of having kids is you get to indoctrinate them." Why yes, I am a terrible person to think like that.
Then I also mentioned the obvious truth that they would be intelligent and end up rebelling anyway. So much for that plan.
Sometimes I do really wonder about people, though. I try to see things from their point of view, but sometimes I wish people thought more like me and less like they so often do instead.
I guess that's one reason why I've stuck around CF for so long. I've felt less like a freak after joining, posting, and seeing so many people who think similarly or similarly enough.
So, I've been frustrated lately with some of the opinions of a few family members. If it wasn't for my sister, I'd wonder if anyone offline thought as I do sometimes. That was yesterday. Then just a few minutes ago I told my sister, as the thought popped into my mind, "one of the benefits of having kids is you get to indoctrinate them." Why yes, I am a terrible person to think like that.
Then I also mentioned the obvious truth that they would be intelligent and end up rebelling anyway. So much for that plan. Sometimes I do really wonder about people, though. I try to see things from their point of view, but sometimes I wish people thought more like me and less like they so often do instead.
I guess that's one reason why I've stuck around CF for so long. I've felt less like a freak after joining, posting, and seeing so many people who think similarly or similarly enough.
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I think I'll try to give sleep another go. I do wish the neighbors would quit waking me up around 4am. Oh, that's right. They actually woke me out of a nightmare this morning. My bad. Thanks neighbors.
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Praying for you.
As for what is on my mind: Where do I go from here? I think I know... eeep!
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I have quite a bit on my mind today, and I absolutely need to get it out. So YOU all will read it, whether you like it or not. =)
1) While going through my things during the process of packing and sorting and such, I keep finding little things from my ex. Now, don't get me wrong. I am pretty well over her. I know we aren't together, never will be, etc. I am at peace with this,and moved on. However, seeing these things brings up old memories, and I miss making those memories. And to make things worse, I do like another person now, and this person knows it and likes me back (unfortunately an ocean keeps us apart!!!), so I feel like if I miss those old memories then I am not being a good guy towards this other girl. I absolutely refuse to do anything that might possible hurt her, but its hard to let go of the past. grrr. I hate that.
2) I am, of course, moving. And its almost here. Like Friday. I will be 12 hours away from anyone I've ever known and loved. I will have to rely upon my own skills to sink or swim. To make it or break it is up to me, now. It is such a frightening feeling. Yet, I feel overwhelmed with the liberty to make this life of mine, my own. I love knowing that my future is in my hands(well, and in God's, should I choose to obey His will and such).
3) Some of you might remember a month or so ago, I made mention of a legal battle between my parents, which is a continuation of their divorce 15 years ago. They went to court again today. My mother's attorney is intent on getting my dad in big trouble, and I know my mom can stop this anytime she wants. But she won't, because my dad got her in trouble years back due to her not obeying the court orders on visitation with us kids. I pleaded with him to not do that, because it could possibly give her a short time in county jail for contempt of court. He dropped it. But now she is bring the fight against him, and I asked her to drop it all the same. She won't. And my dad implied this is my fault, because I asked him to drop the case back then. "If I would have taught her the lesson then, there wouldn't be a problem now". He even said he was throwing away some things I gave him (they were valueless trinkets, but things I gave thoughtfully, nonetheless). I so don't need all the bull crap on my mind at this time. I feel drunk with anger and sorrow. I really despise family right now, and I know this is wrong.
1) While going through my things during the process of packing and sorting and such, I keep finding little things from my ex. Now, don't get me wrong. I am pretty well over her. I know we aren't together, never will be, etc. I am at peace with this,and moved on. However, seeing these things brings up old memories, and I miss making those memories. And to make things worse, I do like another person now, and this person knows it and likes me back (unfortunately an ocean keeps us apart!!!), so I feel like if I miss those old memories then I am not being a good guy towards this other girl. I absolutely refuse to do anything that might possible hurt her, but its hard to let go of the past. grrr. I hate that.
2) I am, of course, moving. And its almost here. Like Friday. I will be 12 hours away from anyone I've ever known and loved. I will have to rely upon my own skills to sink or swim. To make it or break it is up to me, now. It is such a frightening feeling. Yet, I feel overwhelmed with the liberty to make this life of mine, my own. I love knowing that my future is in my hands(well, and in God's, should I choose to obey His will and such).
3) Some of you might remember a month or so ago, I made mention of a legal battle between my parents, which is a continuation of their divorce 15 years ago. They went to court again today. My mother's attorney is intent on getting my dad in big trouble, and I know my mom can stop this anytime she wants. But she won't, because my dad got her in trouble years back due to her not obeying the court orders on visitation with us kids. I pleaded with him to not do that, because it could possibly give her a short time in county jail for contempt of court. He dropped it. But now she is bring the fight against him, and I asked her to drop it all the same. She won't. And my dad implied this is my fault, because I asked him to drop the case back then. "If I would have taught her the lesson then, there wouldn't be a problem now". He even said he was throwing away some things I gave him (they were valueless trinkets, but things I gave thoughtfully, nonetheless). I so don't need all the bull crap on my mind at this time. I feel drunk with anger and sorrow. I really despise family right now, and I know this is wrong.
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Who amongst you doesn't see life as permanent?
I hope YOU feel better Isolation, as well as you too Zilam; food, food is what is on my mind right now... I shall make myself some.
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I think it is time for me to write a new journal entry. This one vent because I have been holding things in. Productively secret. The song 21st Century Breakdown by Green Day is a good song to play during these type of writings...ahh forget it. I seem to not have a desire to write these things anymore. I think about it enough so write more about it?
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A size 6 is on my mind.... oh yeah! I am so gonna do it too! I keep looking at old photos for motivation.
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