What's on your mind?

[Amber.ly]

I am thinking of a number between 1 and 10....

No really, I am thinking that sometimes, I am not the nicest person around. Must work on that.

And that bats are cute in their own way. And must return items to library. And how I need to get an oil change and new tires. And how I need to set the alarm a bit earlier and then map out a few Awana and VBS stuff. Oh yes, and try to fit in that movie that is at the cheap seat theatre this week.

My head can bounce around a lot.

 

[.Iona.]

That men can be so vey confusing!

 

[Rhye]

Te hogneles indzanits, heratsir mi latsir. Te hogneles ko baxtits, moratsir mi taxtsir. Sut u puj patcharner, u ankun gisherner vor im sirtne potorkel. Jerm u pagh hampyurner anavart xostumner, chem uzum el kez lsel. Te sireles indz mikich, heratasir mi tanjir. Te xghjumes indz mikich moratsir mi taghtsir. Kaxtsr sut patcharner, lur u muj hayatskner, u vochinch chasogh achker. Jamanakne yekel chem uzum yerk matel, heratsir petk che spasel.


uff.

 

[Tink]

I should learn Armenian just so I can read Ethie's posts.

 

[MehTeh]

I should learn Armenian just so I can read Ethie's posts.

I imagine it's because she wants to get it off her chest but wants some sort of privacy too. I mean we could translate it I guess, but if she really wanted us to know she'd tell us.

But you knew that anyway Sara.

 

[SweetDee]

that I have been online tonight for too long. Must have a break. Peace out home skillets.

 

[Tink]

I imagine it's because she wants to get it off her chest but wants some sort of privacy too. I mean we could translate it I guess, but if she really wanted us to know she'd tell us.

But you knew that anyway Sara.

Yes, I was only letting her know that I see her.

You're such a sweetheart, Aaron - always looking out for people.

 

[Obzocky]

Something I can't actually share, but I want to type out this message anyway. I mean this is what this thread, and IJWTS and all the others are here for. Random postings of things in your head.

Oh and the motivation thing again.
But that's going to be playing on my mind until the 16th, and then all over summer as I try and collect enough viable data for the project to be a success rather than a big old face plant.


Blah.

 

[Daedalus^2]

Packed. Backpack and briefcaseish style bag - one weeks worth of stuff. That's a little depressing.

 

[MehTeh]

Aaron - always looking out for people.

If we didn't look out we'd get run over. Some drivers just notice nothing around them.

 

[Touma]

I should learn Armenian just so I can read Ethie's posts.

I totally learned Western Armenian, just to say this phrase some day: Eem savarrnaguhs otsatsknerov letsoon e.....


Also, my mind is thinking about how helpless I feel, when I read that so many people here want to say something but don't know how, or can't. I wish I could be there for you, brothers and sisters. And really, I am. Sure, I am a mess myself, but I always want to hear people speak freely, because letting it out is half the battle.

Also on my mind: cookies. I want some fresh baked cookies, now!!!

 

[Tink]

If we didn't look out we'd get run over. Some drivers just notice nothing around them.

 

[Im_A]

I have a way with the ladies I swear.

There were two statements that confused and conflicted in my mind. Then I am told I am questioning her intent and such. When that wasn't my goal, cause I just wanted to ask so it made sense.

Here I am happy. I don't care if I am made fun of...Photograph by Nickleback is a cool song, it is warm and I am enjoying the conversation and how I am chuckling how I guess when I am, I know how to not only make ripples but I can part waters with ladies...I am Moses.

 

[Marycita]

In an hour and a half...I'll be 24. my brother was 23 when he died...


Erik, just when I think I'm really okay with everything, something pops up and turns out, I'm really not. How can I be? I'm going to be older than you. How does that make sense. A younger sister should not be older than her older brother. It just shouldn't happen...and thinking about this makes me want to slap you....and I know that if I did, you would just sit there and take it, because that's how you are - or were, I guess. And granted, you might laugh at how pathetically I slap you, but hey..that's not the point. The point is you are making each birthday SO difficult...and I thought I was done with being angry at you...but I'm not...probably mostly because I'm in a bad mood about this birthday because of you, and the one person who I want to talk to and hang out with..the one person who could make this birthday NOT be horribly wretched for me, is you. Ironic much? Yes, monkey, you stink...


but I still love you anyway.....ugh....and I don't know why writing this "to" you would help me at all....because it definitely didn't..I'm just more BLEH now...because you have no idea that I even wrote this out...and it doesn't matter one bit...



ARGHHHH!!!!!!

 

[Rhye]

: Eem savarrnaguhs otsatsknerov letsoon e.....

Knerek, me lezown erbeq heriq ch@.


Hoknats mernoomem. Yerani meke emhamar lavv kofe eper.

In an hour and a half...I'll be 24. my brother was 23 when he died...


Erik, just when I think I'm really okay with everything, something pops up and turns out, I'm really not. How can I be? I'm going to be older than you. How does that make sense. A younger sister should not be older than her older brother. It just shouldn't happen...and thinking about this makes me want to slap you....and I know that if I did, you would just sit there and take it, because that's how you are - or were, I guess. And granted, you might laugh at how pathetically I slap you, but hey..that's not the point. The point is you are making each birthday SO difficult...and I thought I was done with being angry at you...but I'm not...probably mostly because I'm in a bad mood about this birthday because of you, and the one person who I want to talk to and hang out with..the one person who could make this birthday NOT be horribly wretched for me, is you. Ironic much? Yes, monkey, you stink...


but I still love you anyway.....ugh....and I don't know why writing this "to" you would help me at all....because it definitely didn't..I'm just more BLEH now...because you have no idea that I even wrote this out...and it doesn't matter one bit...



ARGHHHH!!!!!!

Oh honey, I cried so much reading this...I can't read anymore.

 

[Touma]

Knerek, me lezown erbeq heriq ch@.


Hoknats mernoomem. Yerani meke emhamar lavv kofe eper.

I was totally kidding about knowing Armenian...

Translate please?


I am thinking it means "Thomas, you are so totally cool. Awesome, even. You make people smile quite often"

Ah yes, I like my translation.

 

[Daedalus^2]

This music brings out the black side in me. *gangster rapping it hard*

 

[Touma]

In an hour and a half...I'll be 24. my brother was 23 when he died...


Erik, just when I think I'm really okay with everything, something pops up and turns out, I'm really not. How can I be? I'm going to be older than you. How does that make sense. A younger sister should not be older than her older brother. It just shouldn't happen...and thinking about this makes me want to slap you....and I know that if I did, you would just sit there and take it, because that's how you are - or were, I guess. And granted, you might laugh at how pathetically I slap you, but hey..that's not the point. The point is you are making each birthday SO difficult...and I thought I was done with being angry at you...but I'm not...probably mostly because I'm in a bad mood about this birthday because of you, and the one person who I want to talk to and hang out with..the one person who could make this birthday NOT be horribly wretched for me, is you. Ironic much? Yes, monkey, you stink...


but I still love you anyway.....ugh....and I don't know why writing this "to" you would help me at all....because it definitely didn't..I'm just more BLEH now...because you have no idea that I even wrote this out...and it doesn't matter one bit...



ARGHHHH!!!!!!

1) I pray that you will have a great birthday, even though you said it will be wretched. I really, really do.

2) I am very sorry about your brother. I do not know if this was recent, or has been a little time or what. I know that either way it isn't easy. I can't say I know how it feels to lose a sibling. But I do remember losing a grandparent whom I was close with, when I was young. I still go to his grave, some 20 years later and talk to him. Sure, he might not be right there to hear me say those words, but I think (no scripture to back this up, of course) God let's those loved one's know how much we cared for them. It's a part of that everlasting joy. So, I say keep on talking. He was a gift in your life, and you have every right to keep expressing those words of love and gratitude towards him.

Once again, I am very sorry. I will keep you in my special prayers.

 

[Marycita]

1) I pray that you will have a great birthday, even though you said it will be wretched. I really, really do.

thank you...

2) I am very sorry about your brother. I do not know if this was recent, or has been a little time or what. I know that either way it isn't easy. I can't say I know how it feels to lose a sibling. But I do remember losing a grandparent whom I was close with, when I was young. I still go to his grave, some 20 years later and talk to him. Sure, he might not be right there to hear me say those words, but I think (no scripture to back this up, of course) God let's those loved one's know how much we cared for them. It's a part of that everlasting joy. So, I say keep on talking. He was a gift in your life, and you have every right to keep expressing those words of love and gratitude towards him.

Once again, I am very sorry. I will keep you in my special prayers.

I'm so sorry about your grandpa!


...it was six years ago....though right now it feels like I'm back in 2005 when I got the call that my brother was missing and I was stuck at home while everyone else looked for hm...and then later that night hearing those two words..he's gone...

and ugh...I don't know why I'm typing this here....

 

[Im_A]

To end a rather odd but good night...
It is nice to just sit here and know, I am not where I want to be but I am still cheerful and happy. Content as I can be and happy.