What to do for the situation

[Jesuslove70708]

Hi The person who said this I misunderstood them they’re probably reading this so it’s not your fault it’s my broken brain I misunderstood you


So i thought some body said can’t at all trust Jesus if you have doubts so i was cry for 4 hrs but now i have no doubts no feeling at all
Mainly so is this a ocd or something Else

the reason i was crying bc i have really trying to trust Jesus and For mainly it was going good but now i feel numb i can’t think

but if i do get a doubt i feel i can’t do anything back this always pops up if your wasn’t trusting and what do you think thats going to do

I like a what if sometimes I’ll say this is example


What if

idk
Your dog hates you

me what if he Does not normally would stop that wolud help me a lot


But now its

What if your phone
Broke

Tries to use the same technique before

but thought If you wasn’t trusting last time What do you think this method is going to work

but I’m still doing like playing the Bible reading the Bible and stuff like that but I feel nothing so it sucks

Every technique I used to use it always gets contradicted now

so is it a ocd Thing the times I was barely starting to feel faith again now I just feel nothing



but will things go back to normal

bc I really like my techniques I would use them a lot it’s hard to use them at all

I am not diagnose just have some symptoms so not 1000% sure

but i have not given up

 

[Yeshua John 3:16]

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[Dave G.]

Hi

What to do ? Go get diagnosed. Get on the proper medication if you have OCD. Get stabilized and then we can talk and make a lot of headway with your walk with Jesus Christ. Until then if you have OCD your head will just spin like it is now. And I'm not saying you have it but if you do then you need to know that and take action.

If money or medical insurance is an issue most states / civil governments have some kinds of aid programs. I think you and I spoke about this before ( not sure because I've interacted with quite a few OCD folks).

 

[Jesuslove70708]

interacted

I can’t im in cps foster care

My foster parents don’t believe in mental illness

 

[Dave G.]

I can’t im in cps foster care

My foster parents don’t believe in mental illness

You're being denied essential rights to health care. The administrators at cps I bet would not be very thrilled at this to say the least. If you are under aged I can't advise you but that much info is just fact. Your profile says you are 44yo ?

 

[Jesuslove70708]

that

I made the profile quick thought I wasn’t going to use it after the few times I made it but I did

but I don’t want my foster parents think im evil or something bc they don’t really like me in the first place i think and will be away from my parents longer if they know

 

[Mari17]

Hi The person who said this I misunderstood them they’re probably reading this so it’s not your fault it’s my broken brain I misunderstood you


So i thought some body said can’t at all trust Jesus if you have doubts so i was cry for 4 hrs but now i have no doubts no feeling at all
Mainly so is this a ocd or something Else

the reason i was crying bc i have really trying to trust Jesus and For mainly it was going good but now i feel numb i can’t think

but if i do get a doubt i feel i can’t do anything back this always pops up if your wasn’t trusting and what do you think thats going to do

I like a what if sometimes I’ll say this is example


What if

idk
Your dog hates you

me what if he Does not normally would stop that wolud help me a lot


But now its

What if your phone
Broke

Tries to use the same technique before

but thought If you wasn’t trusting last time What do you think this method is going to work

but I’m still doing like playing the Bible reading the Bible and stuff like that but I feel nothing so it sucks

Every technique I used to use it always gets contradicted now

so is it a ocd Thing the times I was barely starting to feel faith again now I just feel nothing



but will things go back to normal

bc I really like my techniques I would use them a lot it’s hard to use them at all

I am not diagnose just have some symptoms so not 1000% sure

but i have not given up

This sounds like OCD to me. If your techniques work, I would use them. As I've mentioned before, when we have OCD, our feelings sometimes play tricks on us and are not always reliable. You don't have to "feel" trust in order to trust. Trust is a choice, and you can always make that choice no matter what you feel. I'm praying for you!!

 

[splish- splash]

Well see your doctor if that's what you were going to do.

But But Yup ok .... Stay blessed