What is your ministry?

[~Wisdom Seeker~]

What type of ministry do you feel that God has called you to do in your life? Or "WITH" your life?

I don't know what my purpose was supposed to be in this incarnation. I've searched my soul. And I come up with nothin'. I've done just about every ministry you can think of for a woman to do at church. And, I don't seem to excell at anything.

I try to be helpful, encouraging. But, I don't think I'm probably very good at it. Because I get irritated at people not wanting help or to be encouraged. They want to be miserable. And I feel completely helpless.

I would like to think that being a parent was my ministry. But, I don't think I'm that good at that either. Not compared to the Suzy Homemaker types I see everywhere. And not according to how my children feel.

I would like to think that being a good wife is my ministry. But...I'm not really good at that either.

I don't know what my purpose in life is. I don't know what God designed me for. As far as I can tell my ministry...is housekeeping.