I am enrolled to start a certain college program in a couple of months, but recently I have become bored with that idea, and will start a different program. I am so bored with life! I wish I could just fly to a different state everyweek that is the only way i wont be bored. For example, today I want to be a musician, a detective, and model. Will this struggle of discontentment and boredom ever end? Is this a symptom of Bipolar (which i have)? If it is a symptom what is it called?Because I am so tired and depressed yet have these feelings. I have come to some kind of conclusion at the end of today that maybe I am trying to fit into this world instead of God's world??? Help yikes.