what I'm for

[droidBebe]

People get money and food from me when they are hungry and they only come to see me or call when they need a baby sitter or want to have sex and then they leave me until they need something else. That's all that I'm good for. I really believe that this is why I was born. To be taken advantage of and used by people and its always by people that I love.

My mother hates me and I make my sister sick to her stomach. My mom and dad always have loved her and hated me and that's how it still is. They have always given her what she didn't need but just had to have and I never had what I needed from them mentally or physically or emotionally or spiritually.

Every time I meet a man that I like enough to begin a relationship with they only want to have sex with me. If I get pregnant they just leave me all by myself.

Everyone leaves me like I'm garbage. What's the point in being a loving person if all that's going to happen is people are going to use me and kill my spirit? What's the point in being here at all? I'm starting to hate everyone.

 

[motherprayer]

Hi droidBebe, I'm sorry for what you're going through! I wish I had words to make you feel better

I do know what it's like to feel used by people, I spent most of my first 22 years in that situation, it was horrible. I'm praying for you, for peace!

 

[Chaplain David]

People get money and food from me when they are hungry and they only come to see me or call when they need a baby sitter or want to have sex and then they leave me until they need something else. That's all that I'm good for. I really believe that this is why I was born. To be taken advantage of and used by people and its always by people that I love.

My mother hates me and I make my sister sick to her stomach. My mom and dad always have loved her and hated me and that's how it still is. They have always given her what she didn't need but just had to have and I never had what I needed from them mentally or physically or emotionally or spiritually.

Every time I meet a man that I like enough to begin a relationship with they only want to have sex with me. If I get pregnant they just leave me all by myself.

Everyone leaves me like I'm garbage. What's the point in being a loving person if all that's going to happen is people are going to use me and kill my spirit? What's the point in being here at all? I'm starting to hate everyone.

Hello,

I'm one of the forum chaplains and wanted to pop in here and comment on your thread. You may not see it right now but you are worth far more than you believe yourself to be. I think it's fantastic that you have such a giving heart where you'll feed the hungry and try to help others. It's amazing that you are raising 5 children and that you care for them and are bringing them up to the best of your ability.

One of the problems is that you do not see what you're worth. Also, you seem to let others take advantage of you. Both of these things make a person feel bad and I'm sure that's part of why you're feeling depressed.

I suggest that you seek a counselor or therapist to help you overcome your depression and feelings of sadness. This can make all the difference in how you feel and how you react. It can help you take charge of your life and help you start taking care of you.

I am praying for you and your family. I hope you seek help soon so you can feel better about yourself and your life. It will also help you make better decisions, and ones where you value yourself, both in your thoughts and in your deeds.

Please pm me or write in Ask a Chaplain if you want.

Faithfully,

CH Sacerdote

 

[Criada]

((((((((((((((Sheena))))))))))))))
I'm sorry sweetie - it does hurt when people take advantage, and I know how hard it can be to set healthy boundaries.
Remember, though, you are important too, and your needs matter! You are an incredible, strong person -and you are very precious.
Praying for you, sister

 

[aflower4God]

Hi there dear sweet sister.
I saw this post that you made yesterday and I wanted to let you know my heart broke when I read it,
I wanted to say that you have always been so kind to others and a REAL BLESSING to many here.
I am constantly used by men too, not for sex but they use my sweetness like the last guy who used me cause he was on the rebound. He played emotional games with me.
I know that you are a precious gift from God. you have a BIG heart and you will go far sweet sister.
I just wanted to let you know that many people would be deeply saddened if something happened to you.
Know that I am still praying for you.
((((((((HUGS)))))))

 

[opengate07]

I am so sorry to hear of the abuse you have endured. People can be so cruel, but when it comes from your parents there is just no understanding it. God did not put you in this world for people to take advantage of and pushed aside. There is ONE that watches over you and loves you because you are special in His eyes. Do not let what the enemy has brought into your life destroy you. Your true purpose will shine one day and you do not want to miss it. One day God will bring your true love into your arms. My prayers are with you.
Beautiful by Mercy Me - YouTube

 

[Chaplain David]

<<<<<Praying for you>>>>>

 

[RuthD]

I know what it feels like to be taken advantage of. I have been there and know the awful pain of it. Feeling used and hated must be terrible for you. Jesus loves you and will also help you. I pray to him for guidance. I never used to be able to say "no" to anyone and it still is very hard but we have a right to say it and take care of ourselves so we can keep on going and feel better about ourselves. You are a child of God with much worth and you are so caring and kind and loving. I pray that you find better people to be with in your life. In some places there are support groups for those who suffer from depression. Maybe you can find one. I'm praying for you. God bless you.

 

[droidBebe]

Thanks to all of u.

<3