I'm not perfect, but realize this. If you have accepted Jesus Christ in to your life, you are not a sinner. You are a Saint. You may commit sin, but this does not make you a sinner. I pray and will do anything to not hurt God. *That feeling of betrayal to him is the worst!!* When I falter I ask for forgiveness, but do not dwell on it. If I dwell on it I will never get to move on to greater things. I have gotten past all but a few of my addictions doing this since I came to Christ this year. It won't be easy, but anything can be done through God. Whatever you are addicted to, I suggest this. When you feel the urge to do whatever it is, (whether it be drugs, eating, video games, just anything really that will lower your status with God,) Call someone. Talk to somebody and it should soon go away. I hope it helps! My name is Austin and I would love to pray for you!! God bless you