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My dear sister, I know exactly what it is like to be carried by Him. A good day for me, physically, is one where I just have the pain, fatigue, and stiffness a normal person gets with the flu...a bad day is when I can't pick my feet up off the floor with out great pain, even my hair hurts and my entire body screams in agony no matter what position I am in.Maybe God and His Word cannot be separated but different people with different experiences can and do approach God and His Word in a different way, different path. Same word just people with different experiences.
It is wrong for me to be here. I was going to put this in a PM but I will bear it here. My prayers, my approach to God with God is just to be able to get out of bed in the morning, just to for once not wishing to be dead, just to get from one moment to next for often a full hour or day is more than I can handle. That is how messed up my life is and God carries me and my thoughts come from there.
My beliefs cannot come from the bible that tells me that I am worse than I already am. The only thing that keeps me going is the knowledge that I was not born this way but twisted this way by human beings, with God's knowledge but He does not interfere.
Every time you attack me that I am wrong, your increase your power and take mine. This has been my life always, but no longer for this is my only way to fight back, not a very good way but better than the nothing I have been able to do all my life.
You are strong....the bible is your life. I had everything taken from me and God is my life. If you can place all(total)your belief on the bible only, I can place all(total)my belief on God only for He created the bible, the bible did create Him. When I need a truth, I go to God for He loves me, calls me good and takes care of me. The bible hates me, or is it people who see only sin in the bible hate me and want to destroy me and what I believe in.
One does not have to be bad to sin.
God calls me good. Who are you to argue?
He lifted me from the bottom of the hole that human beings put me in. He stayed close to me through years of agony, He tended me, He answered instantly when I cried out.
Who are you to say I cannot put all my faith, belief in God. It was God, not the bible, who carried me.
Add that physical torment to the depression that can come with it and I am in a bad way.
I find my strength and endurance in Him and His Word. On my bad days I spend extra time reading the Bible and in prayer.
None of this is one person against another. None of it is our power over yours. It is an encouragment for all of us to seek Him and His will in His Word and in prayer to become the mena nd women we are supposed to be, the people He desires us to be.
It's all about Him and His standards and His will and His glory and honor and power.
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