Thank you everybody for your replies.
At first that's what I thought as well, "who are these people?" such things only exist in fiction novels, TV and movies. But later on it gets worst.
Had this over a year now. Been to psychologist, psychiatrists, priests, and yes even to traditional village shaman/witch doctors in remote rural places ( which I deeply regretted, I went away feeling being scammed). I was desperate now.
They claim that they got their abilities and been charged "from above" and that they are doing this to me to change me because I m sinful.
I have to admit that I m not perfect and sinned as well (who hasn't?).
They would read my mind and get ideas, information, our business/trade secrets and our financial information directly from my head. And would mock me "so this is how you do it, we will be rich because of you". Or "you are helping us to be rich".
Let's say hypothetically if there are people that can read my mind is it considered stealing?
Later on they are saying that I have suffered enough and in order for my problem to go away I need to go to their place and "use my mouth" to apologize to them and then see a live "butanding" that's a local name for a whale shark. Which I need to travel for that.
Took therapies, spiritual consultations with priests, and meds at first but had 1 horrible experience so decided to take those if I have no more options left.
Thanks to this site someone from another thread advised me to see a neuropsychologist, which I will do.
Shall I follow their instructions of going to places and apologize and see a living animal? Is this God's will? I thought even if I don't go to places if he only wills it I can be back to normal again.
I know in my heart that I m not crazy.
Hi
I am Catholic, now.
Before I became a believer in Catholicism things happened.
Once I had demons talking to me 24 hours a day seven days a week.
the priests helped with that and time. They blessed me. The demons did nolt talk when I was in church. In eighteen months it went away. I learned my lesson. How that happened is my mom gets white dreams in which whatever she dreams it happens. I wanted that, and that is wrong. I tried to get it and did, but a horrible version of it. The lessong I learned is if God hasn't given it to you, don't ask for it.
Later, I was working with a guy who always knew when I was going to visit. After sprinking his whole house, he could no longer do that, and his healt improved. He was a street person with problems. One day I went over to his house. He told me of something I had done and said at Saint Mary's Catholic Church in Corvallis. He only saw one event though. He saw the event outside of the church. With another woman that day before I came over to him, I had the almost identical conversation with a woman inside of the church. He didn't see that one, and the time separation was only 15 minutes or so.
A Scottish? (Someplace in England) priest was called in for a boat. The crew hated working on that one boat. Things always broke. The catches were bad and I think the men working on the boat just didn't feel right. The priest goes and he said because it was so bad, he took 1/2 gallon of Holy Water and sprinkled every thing. Well the boat was fine after that, nothing abnormal broke, the men felt fine, and the catches were normal. The new picked this up in America. I watched the whole thing on American TV, years and years ago.
The man who always knew when I was coming over, was more brilliant drunk than sober, and what he said was horrible to everyone. I asked the lady who owned the house if I couild sprinkle it. She wanted me too. I asked him also as he live there, otherwise I would have not sprinkled the room he lived in. He was a renter of sorts. She gave him a room. He paid nothing.
He has never been brilliant while drunk again.
Some people from time to time have heard that God has talked to me, and it is so. I have taken what I am about to say to you, to the priests and they had a person at the time who confirmed It Is and Was God, and no one else. So, I can talk about this.
One day a man hears that God The Father had talked to me. He wanted to know what He said. It was this and it was for the man, I was talking to, not for me, and not that I also did not get a message out of this from God, for something else.
The man in front of me, had seen Jesus one day. I asked the man what he knew about God. He was way off. I then decided to help him out. I cannot tell you why this was granted for sure for me, it just was. To God: "I want the day when he saw Jesus" (Yes I said this internally.) A day, a year, a month came. I was uncertain. I asked again in faith this time that God would give it to me, feeling every bit heretical and sacrilgious and arrogant also possibly. The day, the month, the year came and now my vocal cords are saying the words. I don't know how that happened.
It was too much for the man. He kept thinking I was demonized or something. He asked me, I told him sometimes, and I do mean that, it is only sometimes and I never know when and for whom I will be given something, but sometimes I am conneceted to God in that way. That also was confirmed by The Catholic Church.
Now. God The Father told me to tell him this: "Your next step is to go to The Roman Catholic Church..." He had me say it twice. I called the man/boy up three weeks later and asked him what I had said that night. So, he was reminded twice that God The Father was guiding him and asking him to be a Catholic so he could understand God better, because they have the most information on God.
Notice no condemnations there, no asking to see animals, nothing like that. Just, for you Jason, (that was his name. Look to the Catholics)
Normally when the demons are restless, holy water works. Normally"I cast you out in the name of Jesus Christ works" I have to say that from my heart, usually but that is me. I have used it up to twice on tough cases.
A brown scapular is wonderful. Saying the Rosary daily helps. Yet, those guys sound like people to ignore, God does not work that way.
I have used and do use, a scapular. I also once in a while burn holy palm leaves, to smoke each room after holy water, although holy water is enough normally, but I do a lot of this stuff. Making places holy with Holy Water and the bad guys don't like me very much. So, maybe that is why God asks me in His Own Ways to also burn palm leaves from time to time.
Yes, you have been asked to go to a neurosurgeon. He might find your issue is that. Mine is not, and holy water really realy works.
LOVE,
...Mary., .... .
