I voted for "others". Not exactly an agnostic, but close.
I don't analyze if God exists, scientifcally anymore. It doesn't answer our eternal question about creation, but only shifts it to somewhere else. God created everything and he was never created, doesn't satisfy our scientific minds..I don't say its wrong, but just doesn't matter: we are without answers anyways.
But, does the concept of good god make sense? Please note the use of "concept". This is for the atheists, as they can analyze just whether Good and God in this world makes sense.
Everyone should carefully analyze his/her belief and find out if the reason for it is personal or impersonal. I too had my prayers answered (miracles happened) but was ashamed to claim a All Good God just because I was fed when millions were dying in hunger because they didn't ask???? God's existence was my security amongst so many uncertainties and naturally I was desperate for a reason for a Good God. Blame it on the people or free will if I must! If everyone reaps what he sows, then where did the first seed come from?
Free will? Agreed I have a choice but who gave me the choices? For e.g., I can't fly. If I am born among a group who teach me from birth that world needs to be bombed, what kind of choice do I have here when I have already been programmed what is right and what is wrong?? Everyone know society influences your thought and then for e.g., alcohol was bad for me before I came into a group which changed my thinking.
I cannot think ill of a child but there are a 1000 child molestors out there..the thing that bugs me is I didn't train myself for this...it was there!!! God, I found out the answers..reincarnation and the good/bad of previous lives are passed. Now I don't have to bother about the crippled guy who begs on a train.....its the moron's fault and he deserves it. My faults...well I have a kind God who will forgive me and take care of me, provided I ask. So, when did the first "appearance" of this re-incarnation story happen??
Several books have been written on reasoning for the possibility of the existence of Good God. Mysterious reasons, Bigger picture of Good, continuity of life and so on. I can't refute it, but I am just wondering how they came to know about it if God's intentions cannot be known by the mortals.
Let's play the game of creation and I will stuff some people in a room the moment they are born, with some man-eaters/evil men and watch. I am your God now. Whenever the man-eater runs after you I give it food and save you. That's my game. Now, you love the "unknowable". The man-eater is killing all others in the room but you because I am there for you.
The conversation b/w a believer and a dying man:
Dying man: "How can you believe in a Good God?"
Believer: "God is kind..Just seek his help"
Dying man: "But why all this"
Believer: "Free will. How can He hamper our choices?"
Dying man: "I don't want choices man...who put us all together and left our cravings unsatisfied. I just want to be happy"
Believer: "He has given you the gift of existence that you should be thankful for. You are suffering out of your own misdeeds and then you also committed a sin of calling your creator Harry. He is Larry"
Dying man: "I hope you are right man..otherwise we are done for!!"
I don't have any problem with the reasons for a Good God but with how you know that? But then the reasons can be made for a bad God too. Let's see, God created good and bad and one of those bad created us and is torturing us!!!! Or, God is neither good nor bad cause good and bad are relative and then life is a play with praying and answering a part of it. Now, why did u pick one of the above reasons..personal???
Please tell me if there is anyone here who has not had a personal benefit through prayers and can still sit among people in Africa and shout in the top of the voice about good God.
If compelled by nature people don't sin because of fear of God/Guilt, I am still very ok with this kind of society, though. Please don't pin me down as an athiest or any other types by my reasoning. I am not debating on the existance of God, but rather wondering about our concepts.
Sorry for the terribly long post.