When you become a disciple of our Lord Jesus Christ, then your life is rewarding when you see a ray of sunrise rise from a new born again Christian who has been plagued with so much unforgiveness, being set free from the clutches of those seducing and deceiving spirits that abound within the Christian World.
Being His disciple isn't any easy walk, Paul and all His disciples didn't have it easy. It wasn't all rosy and nice.
Being His disciple is life-threatening at times.
I came to our Lord first off in 1957, and saw the real light and the task set before me by our Lord Jesus Christ in 1991. So I wandered for 34 years before I saw our real Almighty God. I'm 70 now!
If I was to share the incredible experiences I had with the Holy Spirt, spectacular and sensational signs and wonders, the pastor would probably say, "What an interesting story!"
So let me give you some advice, personal experience of things of the Bible can lead you down a track of destruction if you haven't any substance to your stories, that is, testomonies.
Now if you have no foundation, then all your experience that you have will lead you into error, but on the other hand, His Word without any personal experience will have you doubting.
Alway remember that to have experience, you have to make bad and good choices and decisions, but make sure you build on foundation. You never leave good teaching of His Word, nor a strong body of faith and doctrine.
Attempting to major an function on one specific thing, such as the Spirit, the Blood, the Word, then you will become spooky, hard, and legalistic, and without foundation you will be floating around in error.