What do i do? i saw him while i was working

[lostndown]

last week i was working at the cash register at pizza place where i work, and i looked up to take someone's order and i saw him (guy that raped me in 2006) i just like froze im like RUN get outta his sight so he cant see u. so i ran to the back and did dishes and by time i got back to register he was gone. someone i work with took his order.

i thought i was gonna get sick i was scared. he didnt see me i dont think but i dunno how i can go to work and not be scared ill see him again. i am like IM GOING ON BREAK ILL BE BACK IN 15 MINUTES. they said ok.

so i went to the break room and for a minute. and then ate. i was scared im like if he saw me he knows where i work. im like Lord please protect me here and at home so he wont find me.

it's hard cuz febuary 13 will be 1 year since i was raped, and i just saw him so i dont know how i can spend that day and not remember it in a bad way. i guess i can just go to my friend's house and if i need to i can cry. its not easy but God is giving me all the strength i need to get thru this.

if anyone needs to talk, just pm me. im here for any of u.

thanks for listening.

-michelle- (Alicia)

 

[UnitynLove]

I will pray for your protection. Here is some scripture Psalms 27 1-6
Psalm 91
Phil 4:19

 

[lavenderskies]

I am praying for you. Did you not pursue him in the courts?
I have had to face the man who molested my child, its so hard. God will give you strength though. Remember God has a plan and perhaps to see you would make this man uncomfortable and perhaps make him repent for what he has done and seek help. The Lord works in mysterious ways.

 

[lostndown]

thanks. yes police were called but i wouldnt go to hosp. cuz i was too scared and embarrassed and just wanted to be alone. they told me then to sign a release so no charges werent pressed.

yeah its hard *hugs* not sure if he saw me but i hope not. aww hon so sorry that happened to ur child thats tough

 

[lavenderskies]

My daughter is strong, she is a survivor. She has spoken about her abuse and has helped other victims of sexual abuse to speak out and stop their abuse. I am soooo proud of her.

 

[lostndown]

wow thats neat hun. i'd be proud of her too. we are all survivors!!!! ive helped 2 online friends with itand its good to know i can help someone get thru this as well. its hard