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what are you thinking?

Soul_Golem

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I am thinking about money problems, all that I have to learn for classes, being away from my girlfriend, what to do with my time to be productive, and generally getting depressed by being bored. Then I go up from it and down again. On a roller coaster ride I did not want to get on. Asking myself if I am stressed because I am cynical and generally hate life, and wondering why when I have more friends and contact with my family I am not happier. Also thinking that tonight will be like every other, just fall asleep with some sort of guilty feeling I am to blame for all the negative thoughts and wake up thankful only for coffee and flavored creamers then try to get through the day without being obvious about the sarcasm inside just waiting to find a reason to escape my mouth and offend someone.
 
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