what are you feeling right now? (19)

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I had an awful day...I am on the verge of tears...My body is exhausted and hurts so bad...Flashbacks aren't letting up...I can't do this anymore

 

[markvs]

Yes, you can , I am praying as are so many others, God once told me that he woke someone on the other side of the world to pray for me, so consider me your other side prayer.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

Sounds as though you're being treated pretty badly there - is there any way you can move?
Praying that they put the air con on soon!

My brother is looking for a three bedroom apartment that isn't expensive and won't raise rent yearly. I'd much rather live with one of my best friends where I can be myself without judgement but that's not happening (sadly), but hey, I care for my bros and it'll be interesting. For now, I'm stuck here.

Thank you. They did today, thankfully @-@

 

[chaoticfirefly]

I'm good. Have a neighbor that makes me uncomfortable since my dad told me that a man convicted with sexual assault will be moving in next door to me, don't know if it's him or not, but I'm gonna start carrying a small Swiss knife on me as well as some pepper spray on my key-chain and maybe see about investing in a tazer if I need to. He always seems to be waiting for me when I get home from work, like he's right at my door. Sometimes even before I leave.

He and his friend cornered me the other night, and thankfully another resident walked into the entry way when they did. I might be a little too paranoid but alas...I don't trust people.

Can never be to safe anymore.

 

[Jo1]

Wish I felt better low and lack of energy and tiredness

 

[LoyalToGod]

I'll be honest here: a few days ago, I've lost my temper with God. I screamed at Him because I felt like He was playing the Jekyll/Hyde game with me (as in I felt that one minute, He's nice, the next, He's crazy). After seeing a person from my past that very same day (who I've helped through prayer), I've realized that during my "temper tantrum" episode, I was forgetting that He is good all the time despite the appearances of situations (you know what they say about appearances being deceiving and all). Long story short, I've repented and since then also trying to stop complaining whenever things go sour. And I'm stronger for it

 

[LoyalToGod]

I'm feeling hopeless. I'm never going to get the right person at all...

 

[Sonnet]

alone, angry, confused, sad, lost, helpless

 

[Yusuphhai]

I will try to go to church tomorrow,although I have not been there for 4 weeks.

May God give us enough encouragement that we need.

 

[Criada]

unworthy of love

i gave up on finding romantic love and my dream of having children. i guess its the best thing to do instead of worrying about it

You are not unworthy of love, sweetie : hug:
It's a bit soon to give up - you're very young! When I was your age I had only ever had one relationship, which had fizzled out pretty quickly. Two years later I was married, and now I have 4 children who are growing up far too fast!
God has a plan, sweetie, and we may not always understand his timing but he knows what he's doing
Praying for you.

 

[Criada]

I had an awful day...I am on the verge of tears...My body is exhausted and hurts so bad...Flashbacks aren't letting up...I can't do this anymore

Can you take a couple of days off and give yourself a break? You're making yourself ill by the sounds of it!
Praying that things get better.

 

[Criada]

I'm good. Have a neighbor that makes me uncomfortable since my dad told me that a man convicted with sexual assault will be moving in next door to me, don't know if it's him or not, but I'm gonna start carrying a small Swiss knife on me as well as some pepper spray on my key-chain and maybe see about investing in a tazer if I need to. He always seems to be waiting for me when I get home from work, like he's right at my door. Sometimes even before I leave.

He and his friend cornered me the other night, and thankfully another resident walked into the entry way when they did. I might be a little too paranoid but alas...I don't trust people.

Can never be to safe anymore.

Praying for peace and s.afety, sweetie :.hug:

 

[Criada]

I'm feeling hopeless. I'm never going to get the right person at all...

Give it time sweetie
Praying for you.

 

[Criada]

alone, angry, confused, sad, lost, helpless

That sounds a tough place to be
Do you want to talk about it?
Praying for you.

 

[Criada]

I will try to go to church tomorrow,although I have not been there for 4 weeks.

May God give us enough encouragement that we need.

Amen!
Hope you made it this week, brother.
God bless you

 

[Sonnet]

That sounds a tough place to be
Do you want to talk about it?
Praying for you.

I'm terrible at talking. which means people offer to talk, they get annoyed I find it difficult so leave me.

Makes it so much harder.

 

[Yusuphhai]

Amen!
Hope you made it this week, brother.
God bless you

Yeah I made it this week. I will try next week.

Have a blessed day dear all!

 

[LoyalToGod]

Give it time sweetie
Praying for you.

thank you very much

 

[FoundInGrace]

rejected, but God never does that to me so that's all that matters.
i'm glad God is not like people but always welcomes and accepts me...helps a lot knowing that He is always there. still not easy being rejected though but its bearable.

 

[FoundInGrace]

rejected, but God never does that to me so that's all that matters.
i'm glad God is not like people but always welcomes and accepts me...helps a lot knowing that He is always there. still not easy being rejected though but its bearable.