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are you suicidal?![]()
YOu know what? Forget about guys. YOu need positive attitude. Get that first and you will be fine. Pray to GOD>No. I don't have the courage to do it but sometimes I wish I did. What I really need is a loooooooooooong vacation away from here (Indiana). Maybe that would bring me a little out of my funk for the time being. I just HATE this time of year.....it's after Christmas, it's Valentine's. It's just a lousy time of the year. I get like this every February and for two years in a row it's been compounded by issues with other people (i.e., wanting to be closer to someone who apparently doesn't feel the same way). It's been someone different each time. I just feel like renouncing my Christianity so I can be free to be numb and not have to worry about loving anyone anymore because it's just not worth the trouble.
I can't commit suicide if I'm not truly living anyway, right?
I was just in Indy a couple weeks ago for two weeks! My mom and stepdad are there. Heard you guys got a TON of beautiful white snow (like what, 17"?) overnight!No. I don't have the courage to do it but sometimes I wish I did. What I really need is a loooooooooooong vacation away from here (Indiana). Maybe that would bring me a little out of my funk for the time being. I just HATE this time of year.....it's after Christmas, it's Valentine's. It's just a lousy time of the year. I get like this every February and for two years in a row it's been compounded by issues with other people (i.e., wanting to be closer to someone who apparently doesn't feel the same way). It's been someone different each time. I just feel like renouncing my Christianity so I can be free to be numb and not have to worry about loving anyone anymore because it's just not worth the trouble.
I can't commit suicide if I'm not truly living anyway, right?
well its like a 5 min drive for meI'm jealous. It's about a 30 minute drive for me.
I'll be house-sitting, doing homework, and working out. I'll probably say Happy Valentine's Day to a few people I know.