Anyone else frustrated?? I ll answer that myself...yes you probably are! Lost count of how many people i see on the internet, churches etc tired and frustrated defeated with it all. How many posts do we see on here alone talking about it and yet the answers are always the same and yet they never work. Jesus talked about being baptised with the holy spirit and yet i dont know a single person that has it, i know many people talk about having it, where the fruits are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control...i see plenty of people imitating these things but no one who actually has them as their nature. Who's been set free from sins completely, i mean no sin has control over there life, thats the type of promises jesus made.
The one who practises sin is of the devil...that is actually the words from the scriptures...and yet we all claim to be people with sin/s especially when we hold it up against some of jesus's interpretation of sin. We can go through quote after quote of jesus's and either jesus was wrong or failed or the problem lies with what we're doing. I think the vast majority of people are stuck in sin no matter how hard we try to defeat it, the harder we try, the harder it becomes, we are quick to blame the devil, you must defeat him by overcoming sin and that all sounds well and good but here's my thoughts jesus/god have domination over the devil, it's the devil who's wicked and god has no part of that, but i believe we're doing something wrong in getting god to act and he's frustrating us into doing something that works, thats why he allows the devil to wreck lives etc to a stage we need god so much that we have no other option but to rely on him, it doesn't have to happen that way, god doesn't want that for you but if it brings you to god he'll let it happen so he can give you joy, peace etc etc) and what works to get him to act is not what the church teaches ...thats what i think, controversial i know . I think the problem is simple we aren't born again, we may have been at one point but we've reverted back to the flesh at some point. How do we get re-born again...here are our answers to that, read the bible more, go to church, do good things, pray, stop sinning, and yet for the vast majority it doesn't work...we still dont have the holy spirit, we're to go off living frustrated lives until god decides its time which in the majority of cases it never happens.
I ve actually had the holy spirit before for a prolonged period of time say 4 or 5 months thats what makes it all the more frustrating, i know how absolutely amazing god is, how much love he has for every single person regardless of their sin and i dont care how big a man/woman you are how much of an atheist you are, when you feel the presence of god you know your dealing with the most awe-inspiring being there ever has been or ever will be, it cannot fully be described it doesn't matter what you've been through when you get it, it's been worthwhile. Im not talking about feeling his presence, then it's gone until another convenient time, i m talking about having his presence with you continually having unbelievable joy continually, i m not a big man or that but i ve seen many so called tough people shaking around me with me just talking to them being friendly to them, unable to look at me when i had the presence of god they were genuinely fearful and humble totally respectful...not now though without the presence of god. Just an example of the power of god.
Whatever i was doing at the time worked, i had lost it then had it back again but lost it again, i know he can keep giving you the spirit back no matter how many times you lose it. When i first received the holy spirit, i definetely couldn't be described as churchy or religious or a bible reader, i prayed one night for probably the first time i just asked for help if he was there and things started to happen the very next day. After i lost it after a while months i think, i earnestly/constantly prayed for it back and after about a week maybe 2 got it, i never read the bible in the week/2 of praying and have done that more than once but that was over ten years ago now. I think my problem is not that god wont forgive me and give me or you the holy spirit, its that we're doing something wrong, something we're teaching in the churches isn't working.
I only really got into religion more as such after i lost it for the last time, (i read the bible while i had it...around 30 minutes was enough) and i ve never had it back since. I read my bible now maybe 2 hours per day, i enjoy reading it i need it to function tbh but compared to how much i understood it when i had the holy spirit i ll be honest i dont, it makes me feel better i usually read quickly but tried slowly and still cant understand it like i did, with the holy spirit it was simple i understood everything that i read and everything from the beginning to the end all connected, when you see it from the eyes of god, all the verses are connected, no one could write it but god, you'll never fully see that without the spirit. I ve sat in prayer, but eventually gave up no matter how hard i try, tried fasting same again and especially tried to stop sinning but in the end you just cant seem to beat it and even if you do it still wont give you the joy. Anyway sorry for the massive post, here's the real reason i wrote it....
here's what i think the answer is...controversial but lets be honest so was jesus when the people heard him...i think the answer is the bible reading, thats whats stopping us from the holy spirit, it's actually holding us back, no one is doubting that it's the word of god, but i dont think it should be read before being born again with the spirit of god, be born again then it's time to read. Try reading the bible then start praying to god continually, asking him for help repeatedly i know theirs a scripture about not using repetition but it did say vain repetition i think jesus was making a different point here and jesus used repetition in his prayers also. I think at best you'll do a full day praying then you'll read the scriptures again and then start praying like that again after so long you'll give up eventually, the bible reading still feeds us spiritually just enough that we dont totally hunger enough for god we need to seek god's face...try persistantly asking god for help without any bible reading, stop reading the bible completely until you receive the spirit from god, it gets easy, its like you become so spiritually hungry from the lack of bible reading that you then start to rely on god. I started five days ago i m feeling much much less frustrated in my walk and i have a feeling that big big things are ahead, it becomes a habit...its not really difficult, it's when you add the bible reading the praying becomes difficult. When their's a reward so great at the end of it, you hunger and thirst for it so much that it becomes easier, the majority of us hunger and thirst for god but few are being watered and fed if we're being honest.
I know that people will probably condemn me advising them to stop reading their bible, but how many people that enter church are advised too read it and yet the results are plain to see, it's not working, try it for another ten years, try reading it for ten hours per day...it still wont work...the pharisees tried the same thing and were condemned for it. Go to any church around you...guess what you'll see plenty of people trying to be nice, people with good intentions, but people without the joy jesus promised.
I hope anyone reading this maybe going through hard times, ready to give up in their faith, angry at god, not believing god is big enough or is big enough but wont help them or desperately needing answers it can give them some hope. I dont have the spirit yet i only stopped reading the bible and started praying constantly or as much as possible...sometimes just asking for help again and again five days ago but already i feel that it's coming and it's been a long time since i ve had that type of hope, even with the 2 hours plus bible reading...
sorry for the long post.
The one who practises sin is of the devil...that is actually the words from the scriptures...and yet we all claim to be people with sin/s especially when we hold it up against some of jesus's interpretation of sin. We can go through quote after quote of jesus's and either jesus was wrong or failed or the problem lies with what we're doing. I think the vast majority of people are stuck in sin no matter how hard we try to defeat it, the harder we try, the harder it becomes, we are quick to blame the devil, you must defeat him by overcoming sin and that all sounds well and good but here's my thoughts jesus/god have domination over the devil, it's the devil who's wicked and god has no part of that, but i believe we're doing something wrong in getting god to act and he's frustrating us into doing something that works, thats why he allows the devil to wreck lives etc to a stage we need god so much that we have no other option but to rely on him, it doesn't have to happen that way, god doesn't want that for you but if it brings you to god he'll let it happen so he can give you joy, peace etc etc) and what works to get him to act is not what the church teaches ...thats what i think, controversial i know . I think the problem is simple we aren't born again, we may have been at one point but we've reverted back to the flesh at some point. How do we get re-born again...here are our answers to that, read the bible more, go to church, do good things, pray, stop sinning, and yet for the vast majority it doesn't work...we still dont have the holy spirit, we're to go off living frustrated lives until god decides its time which in the majority of cases it never happens.
I ve actually had the holy spirit before for a prolonged period of time say 4 or 5 months thats what makes it all the more frustrating, i know how absolutely amazing god is, how much love he has for every single person regardless of their sin and i dont care how big a man/woman you are how much of an atheist you are, when you feel the presence of god you know your dealing with the most awe-inspiring being there ever has been or ever will be, it cannot fully be described it doesn't matter what you've been through when you get it, it's been worthwhile. Im not talking about feeling his presence, then it's gone until another convenient time, i m talking about having his presence with you continually having unbelievable joy continually, i m not a big man or that but i ve seen many so called tough people shaking around me with me just talking to them being friendly to them, unable to look at me when i had the presence of god they were genuinely fearful and humble totally respectful...not now though without the presence of god. Just an example of the power of god.
Whatever i was doing at the time worked, i had lost it then had it back again but lost it again, i know he can keep giving you the spirit back no matter how many times you lose it. When i first received the holy spirit, i definetely couldn't be described as churchy or religious or a bible reader, i prayed one night for probably the first time i just asked for help if he was there and things started to happen the very next day. After i lost it after a while months i think, i earnestly/constantly prayed for it back and after about a week maybe 2 got it, i never read the bible in the week/2 of praying and have done that more than once but that was over ten years ago now. I think my problem is not that god wont forgive me and give me or you the holy spirit, its that we're doing something wrong, something we're teaching in the churches isn't working.
I only really got into religion more as such after i lost it for the last time, (i read the bible while i had it...around 30 minutes was enough) and i ve never had it back since. I read my bible now maybe 2 hours per day, i enjoy reading it i need it to function tbh but compared to how much i understood it when i had the holy spirit i ll be honest i dont, it makes me feel better i usually read quickly but tried slowly and still cant understand it like i did, with the holy spirit it was simple i understood everything that i read and everything from the beginning to the end all connected, when you see it from the eyes of god, all the verses are connected, no one could write it but god, you'll never fully see that without the spirit. I ve sat in prayer, but eventually gave up no matter how hard i try, tried fasting same again and especially tried to stop sinning but in the end you just cant seem to beat it and even if you do it still wont give you the joy. Anyway sorry for the massive post, here's the real reason i wrote it....
here's what i think the answer is...controversial but lets be honest so was jesus when the people heard him...i think the answer is the bible reading, thats whats stopping us from the holy spirit, it's actually holding us back, no one is doubting that it's the word of god, but i dont think it should be read before being born again with the spirit of god, be born again then it's time to read. Try reading the bible then start praying to god continually, asking him for help repeatedly i know theirs a scripture about not using repetition but it did say vain repetition i think jesus was making a different point here and jesus used repetition in his prayers also. I think at best you'll do a full day praying then you'll read the scriptures again and then start praying like that again after so long you'll give up eventually, the bible reading still feeds us spiritually just enough that we dont totally hunger enough for god we need to seek god's face...try persistantly asking god for help without any bible reading, stop reading the bible completely until you receive the spirit from god, it gets easy, its like you become so spiritually hungry from the lack of bible reading that you then start to rely on god. I started five days ago i m feeling much much less frustrated in my walk and i have a feeling that big big things are ahead, it becomes a habit...its not really difficult, it's when you add the bible reading the praying becomes difficult. When their's a reward so great at the end of it, you hunger and thirst for it so much that it becomes easier, the majority of us hunger and thirst for god but few are being watered and fed if we're being honest.
I know that people will probably condemn me advising them to stop reading their bible, but how many people that enter church are advised too read it and yet the results are plain to see, it's not working, try it for another ten years, try reading it for ten hours per day...it still wont work...the pharisees tried the same thing and were condemned for it. Go to any church around you...guess what you'll see plenty of people trying to be nice, people with good intentions, but people without the joy jesus promised.
I hope anyone reading this maybe going through hard times, ready to give up in their faith, angry at god, not believing god is big enough or is big enough but wont help them or desperately needing answers it can give them some hope. I dont have the spirit yet i only stopped reading the bible and started praying constantly or as much as possible...sometimes just asking for help again and again five days ago but already i feel that it's coming and it's been a long time since i ve had that type of hope, even with the 2 hours plus bible reading...
sorry for the long post.