- Jun 3, 2006
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Without delving too deeply into the details, this morning an old friend stopped by to visit.. and we almost had sex. I'd sworn off sex until marraige after I got pregnant last year.. after breaking that vow for the first time. It's true once you let it go that far that it's hard not to fall back into the same habbit. Like it doesn't mean as much. (To those of you who still hold this vow, hold on to it with both hands kicking and screaming. It's not worth it to give up.)
So please, please pray for me.. and my friend. My body has had a mind of its own after almost a year without human contact and right now I don't trust myself to be alone with someone of the opposite sex. I told him if he comes over again, my mother has to be around. I don't want to put myself in that position again. I stopped it this time but ugh. Excuse me while I go smash my face into the wall.
So please, please pray for me.. and my friend. My body has had a mind of its own after almost a year without human contact and right now I don't trust myself to be alone with someone of the opposite sex. I told him if he comes over again, my mother has to be around. I don't want to put myself in that position again. I stopped it this time but ugh. Excuse me while I go smash my face into the wall.