I am very "newly pregnant" and am waiting for the stability to take effect. I felt alright yesterday but had to stay home again today because I am sick (pregnancy and flu). This is my fourth time staying home this month. I am getting so depressed because I am looking back at how my husband and my stupid decisions in the last year has cost us many $$$$. We did not discern God's will correctly. Due to this MAJOR mistake, we are in the hole, don't own a home right now, and I will probably have to work FOREVER. I am trying to work right now and my fibromylagia symptoms are coming back, migraines, low immune system, pregnancy (which we are happy about!), etc... I can barely work but I am at a job where the only way to get out of work is to get a pretty strong doctor's note. I just moved to this area and have trouble locating a family doctor and my psychiatrist won't write me a note. This was before she knew I was pregnant. She said it will effect my ability to find a job later.
So, I am worried about the possibility of losing this baby due to the EXTREME stress, anxiety, myriad of emotions...combined with the various illnesses I am picking up at my job...working with kids. So that's that.
If I do get out of this job, then we will have little money due to insurance. At least I will be taking care of myself. I just need some serious prayer right now because I feel so ill (phsycially and mentally)!! Perhaps tomorrow I won't feel depressed like I do today.
This stinks. How am I going to do my stressful job while taking care of myself and my family? How in the world do I get out of my job without going before the school board? When you are on contract, it's impossible in my field to get out of it! I was even told so by my boss when I tried to get part time. I was told basically that I can request but she can ultimately decide not to accept that request.
So, I am worried about the possibility of losing this baby due to the EXTREME stress, anxiety, myriad of emotions...combined with the various illnesses I am picking up at my job...working with kids. So that's that.
If I do get out of this job, then we will have little money due to insurance. At least I will be taking care of myself. I just need some serious prayer right now because I feel so ill (phsycially and mentally)!! Perhaps tomorrow I won't feel depressed like I do today.
This stinks. How am I going to do my stressful job while taking care of myself and my family? How in the world do I get out of my job without going before the school board? When you are on contract, it's impossible in my field to get out of it! I was even told so by my boss when I tried to get part time. I was told basically that I can request but she can ultimately decide not to accept that request.
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