Very down

[Saucy]

Lately I've been very sad and depressed. And even a little angry. I've lost several friends lately because I took things too personally and got too hurt. I recently published a novel and the last time, there was a lot of support for it. It was fairly successful. This time, no one has bought it. No one has been supportive. Hardly anyone has helped me promote it. Which makes me think it's bad, but no one will admit that either. I lack all self-confidence in myself and my writing.

I recently injured my knee and was in a brace for a month. My mom had a mass in her brain. I lost my job due to no fault of my own. And this is just more stuff that keeps happening. Every year I come into this forum because more and more bad stuff happens in my life.

I'm tired of it. I'm tired of losing people I care about and all the bad things causing bad feelings in me that chase people away. I don't think it'll be too much longer because I become suicidal because I'm literally at the edge of the precipice. I can't take anymore. Every time I take two steps forward, I get knocked back four.

And I'm so incredibly lonely

 

[jamesup7777]

I'm right at that precipice too Saucy. Just know you aren't alone and my prayers go out to you and your mother. I am sure your writing is great. Don't think otherwise. When I get a chance I look forward to reading.

 

[Saucy]

Thanks brother. I'll keep you in my prayers.

 

[Krissy Cakes]

TONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whats up?!?!?!?! Long time NO talk!!!!!!!!!!! {Its Krissy_Cakes}

I'm so sorry your going through such a hard time.

I'm praying for you and I am here if you ever need to talk cause we haven't talked in like FOREVER.

 

[Saucy]

Hi Krissy! It's good to see you again! Thank you for the prayers. I appreciate it

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Hi Krissy! It's good to see you again! Thank you for the prayers. I appreciate it

Missssssssssssssssss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How are you doing now that I'm here?

 

[whitebeaches]

im sorry for all you are going through. if you need a listening ear my inbox is always open. you are in my prayers (((( hugs ))))

 

[power2theweak]

 

[Saucy]

Thank you for the hugs

 

[miss-a]

Hi,

I'm a writer, too, and writing is a tough gig. Sales are not always a reflection of one's ability to write. Hang in there. Rest in Jesus. Sometimes we just need a break, so give yourself one. Okay?

Prayers for you,
a

 

[Arcwood]

Saucy
first. I hope your still alive.
Genesis is my favorite book in the Bible. I'm interested, is your book strictly a E-book?

second. I am looking for a co-author to help write a series of books of I have already designed. But I have plot holes to fill, characters to breath life into, a world to elaborate on, and every page to write. It would be interesting to discuss such things.

I get no support in my faith or religion either. not even from the church. they just want to change me. Family and friends seem to detach themselves from me now or act like I'm the one with the problem.

I've lost jobs like you too. ridiculous really.

I'm just interested. What are you really seeking?

I'm going to Mexico this winter. Your welcome to join me.
facebook Gordon fiala
Skype gordonthomasfiala
e-mail lord_gord@msn.com


ps. I don't have a phone or credit card. so I don't buy e-books. But I'm interested to sample your work and hear what this Genesis saga is about.

 

[Saucy]

Hello thank you for your kind words. I would definitely be interested in discussing ideas. And the book is strictly ebook, but you can get a preview via Amazon if you would like.

 

[Arcwood]

Yeah I'd like that.

What would be the best way to communicate?
I'm in Canada. Perhaps
Facebook or just regular e-mails.
gordon fiala, lord_gord@msn.com

Talk to you soon.

 

[jsimms615]

That is great that you have such creativity and courage to write and put yourself out there. People have told me for years that I should write, but I always put it off.
I'm sorry your going through a tough time. This is a tough time of year for a lot of people. I know I work with foster kids and a lot of them are having a tough time right now too because they don't have a permanent home to go home to.