- Mar 27, 2017
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- Faith
- Non-Denom
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- Married
I was thinking today about my torturer Silver. I was praying for healing about how she treated me. She told me I was not beautiful often and compared me to other women often and told me I should look different and that I should be different and that she could make me unattractive. These things hurt my heart very much. The Lord told me today that Silver was very vain and that is why she talked about my physical appearance the way she did. The Lord told me that she did not like that I had peace with my appearance and she wanted me to feel ugly and feel that other people were more attractive than me. Knowing that she is vain has helped my heart feel some peace some and has soothed me some and it is a blessing to know why she treated me that way.
