You look to be avoiding the meat of my point....
Again, if there exists a great many number of sources for which you have to choose from, why is YHWH the only possible one of all these?
Because rationally, I do not have another explanation. We can talk about the nature of these experiences if you want. Perhaps that would be helpful.
I have absolutely no doubt you have experiences. That is not my concern. My question is...
How were you able to conclude YHWH, as asked above? How were you able to successfully rule out many other plausible choices?
I would say that because these experiences are something that I cannot explain rationally, that is by means that are NOT supernatural, that I would have to look at non-rational explanations, like the supernatural. YHWH is an explanation. The Holy Spirit moving through my thought process is an explanation. I don't know what other explanation has as much explanatory power as that explanation. Could it be Alla instead? Well, I don't think Alla relates to his creation in the same way. Could it be any number of other gods in polytheism? I suppose, but polytheism has plenty of other problems with it such as no one god being in charge.
On the flip side, I have had experiences, which appear "unexplainable". Instead of making a final assertion, or a positive claim, I just state "I have no explanation".
Wouldn't it be better to try and arrive at AN explanation? Even in the case that it is technically "untenable" from your own perspective, it seems taking AN explanation is better than being left with NO explanation. In short, take the best explanation you can at the time and adapt it as necessary if you find out more. There have been things I have experienced that have totally rocked my world and I believed, or rather, I entertained some possibilities I no longer hold to, but that doesn't change the fact that those experiences surely rocked my world at the time. So I don't discount the gravity of what it was because I have a different explanation now.
Can we test this then? You state God answers your prayers. You state this is one of the main reasons you know God is in communication with you. Does He regularly answer your prayer requests? If so, care to share?
I'm not sure this will have any impact on you believing that God answers prayers, but I will try and explain it to you.
I don't ALWAYS have these types of experiences. In fact, they are not experiences that happen to me as often as I would like, but they more or less go like this: I will be in thought or in the middle of something and
a particular worry about what I am doing or what I am thinking about will enter into my mind. Naturally, because I am a Christian and I believe in the Christian God, I decided in my mind to "Give it to God" so to speak. What I have noticed over a period of time, meaning, I didn't have this same pattern at all times, is that
when I "Give it to God" it seems that there is a VERY top heavy percentage that
these exact things I seem to be worrying about "work out" completely perfectly. This is something that happens somewhat regularly. It might be something small, like getting through a traffic light, or it could be something bigger, like missing my rent. I would be happy to try and come up with a few examples to make the point. The point is that there is
no reason why these things
should work out, but they do.
First of all, I do not think this is why you are avoiding this topic. And secondly, I seem to remember conveying that I prayed for years, and after a while, started to realize that maybe I'm talking to myself, or that God exists, and is ignoring me.
Well, what would you expect from me? If I really experience things that I believe are an answer from God, and you tell me, "I prayed just like you" on the one hand and say on the other, "I felt like I was talking to myself when I prayed" I just don't know how you expect me to have much relevant to say about it. I've already said, "You are probably not praying the same way I am" but when I say this, you seem to reject it. So I'm not really sure what else you expect me to say about it.