ive came a long way . i remember days where death seemed better than life , where doubts would flood whenever i tried to read the Bible , when intrusive thoughts would raid my mind about the Lord , sexual thoughts , disrespectful vile thoughts . days where i would curl up and cry myself to sleep because for that moment they were gone . late nights and fear , panic attacks . fear id comittied the unpardinable sin , intrusive thoughts regarding family and others on the street . i couldn't love myself , i couldn't laugh . but Jesus carried me . through Him i was able to make it each day . no it didn't go away when i wanted it but now i have days where a bad thought will come and it feel awkward instead of normal . thank God ! no i didn't take medicine and im in no fashion denouncing it, but i kept praying and praising and worshiping and reading His Word and going to church . but the power wasn't in me, but in God . just wanted to encourage you all . we may suffer from the same thing but we are all different and we each have our testimonies but Jesus is key . in Him there's peace, joy unexplainable, love, healing . continue to hold fast to Him. only He knows why one suffered for 10 years and another for 2 years and so on but don't get bitter with Him . we each have our cross to bear . He knows best . had it not been for this i wouldn't have known Him as i do know and true faith based off of His word and experience and not feelings . praise God . hold fast saints , hold fast . Jesus is real . He won't let anything take you away from Him . He loves you . peace and love my brothers and sisters in Christ . today He told me my faith will not fail me . He is with me to deliver me wherever I go . I believe it . claim your victory in Jesus name . claim your joy in Jesus , your peace of mind . o thank God, praying for you all daily

Thanks for posting this testimony!