Hi
@Iaras. I haven’t been on here in awhile. It’s been about a year since the scrupulosity got me into this fear. I will say that the fear has calmed a lot but it still comes and goes. I am getting married in less than a week so I might be delayed in responding but I want to ask how you are doing? How long has this fear been occurring for you?
I do had many sleepless nights and completely lost my appetite. I want to give you the formula for what has helped me, and I pray that you try it.
1. Get off all forums for awhile, and please hold yourself back from reading online articles as well. If I don’t hear back from you because you are taking this advice, I will be happy! The reason for this is there are just tooooo many opinions flying around out there, and we need to trust in the Bible, and seek God’s glory, not other’s approvals.
2. Read your Bible daily. This was hard for me at first when I was in immense fear but once I got in the habit of doing this again, I felt God speaking to me constantly.
3. Pray, pray constantly. Don’t pray just to check it off the list, but pray because you want to be with our Lord, and listen to him. Pray on your knees when you can as well. Pray for 5-15 minutes at a time, longer if God allows. Pray for him to reveal your heart to you, for your intentions to be to only please and honor him, and ask him for you to walk in the Spirit. Pray for other things, but pray for these specifically.
4. Walk in the Spirit—you need to be in tune with what the Father’s will is to be able to do this, and just let the Spirit guide you. Love others, pray for miracles, be joyful, speak boldly in the Spirit, and bear fruit so that others may come to Christ as well.
If you are focused on these, specifically walking in the Spirit, before you know it you won’t be concerned about the unpardonable sin, because you will be focused on God’s will for you.
I pray this helps. God Bless You!