Hey Tissue,
I don't know if I have time for another 3000 pages of another UR vs ET thread.
I started my walk with Christ when I was 16. I walked into a Ind. Fud. Baptist church and got saved. It was during a revival and the Pastor preaching was an old time "hollering" preacher from the mountains. Talk about scared. I couldn't even go to the alter the first night because I was so scared, but made it the next night. After that, without question I followed the doctrines of that denomination for years. I taught Sunday School and eventually became the Youth Pastor. I also led Word of Life in our area.
They finally paid me to go to college. I barely got through High School, but put my heart in bible college. It was there questions started arising.
Eventually the church I was in fell apart and split. I left church for years.
During this time I visited every possible denomination I could. I was amazed at all the differences. I never found a church home. Frankly, I just
didn't know what to believe anymore for myself. It was always easier just
to believe what I was told and not think about it.
One thing I concluded early was people without question will follow the belief of whatever church they walked into or grew up in. Regardless, an indoctrination process starts. People seldom take the time to realize that they're giving their minds to a set of belief. There is no real testing or questioning. All questions in the end will result in each denomination being correct.
I decided to put aside all my beliefs on doctrine and study the scriptures without fear. It took four years before I openly admitted I was UR. It was hard, because at that time I was heavily involved in a Southern Baptist Church teaching Sunday School. However the Pastor was great and remains a great friend. We spent hours together going through the scriptures in study and prayer. In the end I had to give up my teaching position due to church rules, but I honesly believe the Pastor is now UR in his heart. He is one of those that UR is possible but will err on torture just in case. I myself could never live that way.
I did later find a UR bible believing church, but still visit and work with my old Southern Baptist Church.
Most of the church after Christ was UR. There were 6 major schools of religion that arose after Christ. Four taught universal salvation, one eternal hell and the other more pagan law mixed with grace. Sadly the church didn't become an agent of torture until they accepted a God that tortures. If you notice all pagan religions teach a form of eternal torture with demons, monsters, ect. It was probably Dante that moved eternal torture to the forefront in the christian movement. Eternal torture existed
in every pagan belief long before Christ. Dante was probably the most responsible for leading the christian church into this pagan doctrine.
Early goverments such as the Romans knew they couldn't defeat the christian movement, so they redefined it and really pushed the teachings of eternal torture. The early church..the RCC, became an agent of torture. In the name of God people were tortured beyond belief. The torture chambers were full of people having their guts rolled up on pins in the name of God. A few million died in the name of God in the most inhumane ways. But the truth is...if God would eternally torture man, it should be OK for man to torture man in the name of God. This seems long ago, but in fact torturing man in the name of God would continue today if not for secualar law. We look how muslims still torture and basically follow the law today. Well, that's how Christianity was just up to a few hundred years ago. Why we have put away our beliefs in torture, we still teach and accept the doctrines of those who took part in the torture of mankind.
Sadly most of Christianity evolved into this line of thinking. Even today those that believe in eternal torture almost glow with a satisfaction that God will torture. It's just the corrupt jealous nature of man.
Here is a good link...This man often debates with the higher ups in the torture belief. I actually saw him debate a well known christian writer on hell. It was after that debate that I started down the path of UR. That was over four years ago.
Understanding Universal Salvation Part One