I came into college with money on my mind. I chose a career that would surely not let me down - computers. I have never been mathematically inclined. I am the type who has to be outdoors, using my hands, breathing fresh air, being active, etc. Sitting in front of a computer, forcing my brain to fiddle with logic and code and other terrible enemies of mine is torturous. I so badly wish someone had instructed me before college that money won't make you happy. Your job is a big part of your life, and you need to be able to have some sort of joy in it. I have a great internship with GE - but I hate it! I sit in front of a computer and type type type type....I am miserable. I can't change my degree - my university is way too expensive for that. I want a different internship, but I tell myself GE is too good to pass up.
Are there any personal testimonies, encouraging thoughts, empathizing people out there????
I plead to God but all I can do is show Him my weary heart...I don't even know what to ask of Him...I just can't stand the path I have chosen, but I am only 20 and I feel like its not too late.....except that I am in a postion where college must be finished and I need the money from my internship.
Do I just have to hold out for better days?
Thank you for reading this and I appreciate your thoughts and prayers!!!!!
Are there any personal testimonies, encouraging thoughts, empathizing people out there????
I plead to God but all I can do is show Him my weary heart...I don't even know what to ask of Him...I just can't stand the path I have chosen, but I am only 20 and I feel like its not too late.....except that I am in a postion where college must be finished and I need the money from my internship.
Do I just have to hold out for better days?
Thank you for reading this and I appreciate your thoughts and prayers!!!!!