Unforgivable

[weary2025]

I feel unforgivable. Its like I'm the tax collector praying beside the Pharisee. I dont dare look toward heaven. If only I could feel joy. Im on medication and maybe it dulls the senses, I dont know. But I feel dull. Numb maybe.

 

[tdidymas]

I feel unforgivable. Its like I'm the tax collector praying beside the Pharisee. I dont dare look toward heaven. If only I could feel joy. Im on medication and maybe it dulls the senses, I dont know. But I feel dull. Numb maybe.

Just a word of encouragement: many of us go through what is known as a "wilderness experience," alluding to the book of Numbers, where the Israelites trekked for 40 years in the wilderness before entering the promised land. I'm not suggesting it lasts that long. But God tests our faith this way, not for His benefit, but for ours. When we keep trusting Jesus for our deliverance, He guides us through it to a place of joy and peace.

Incidentally, I was taking a med prescribed by my doctor, but stopped because it was making me drowsy. We are all responsible for our own health, and reasons to take meds (or to stop taking it) must be carefully weighed.

 

[weary2025]

Just a word of encouragement: many of us go through what is known as a "wilderness experience," alluding to the book of Numbers, where the Israelites trekked for 40 years in the wilderness before entering the promised land. I'm not suggesting it lasts that long. But God tests our faith this way, not for His benefit, but for ours. When we keep trusting Jesus for our deliverance, He guides us through it to a place of joy and peace.

Incidentally, I was taking a med prescribed by my doctor, but stopped because it was making me drowsy. We are all responsible for our own health, and reasons to take meds (or to stop taking it) must be carefully weighed.

Thank you.