I'm dating a non-Christian. I feel very trapped. Before the relationship I was striving towards God, and I felt Him very near me. It seems now my morals are a bit compromised (I used to think premaritial sex was wrong - but now am not so sure). I feel like I'm being taken over by lust, I can't believe how far I've slid away from God.
And now, I put bible studies off. I haven't been going to church. In fact I've been thinking that.. why should I bother being Christian? But I feel like my faith isn't enough I know this relationship is not right with God, but I will have to pray more. I feel like a disappointment to Him because I was fed up being patient. But this isn't satisfying for me. I never really understood the struggle I would be facing. It's a huge struggle. I get very depressed because God doesn't want this for me. He is trying to draw me closer to Him, but I need help.
I don't know what to do. I want God to make the right choices for me.
And now, I put bible studies off. I haven't been going to church. In fact I've been thinking that.. why should I bother being Christian? But I feel like my faith isn't enough I know this relationship is not right with God, but I will have to pray more. I feel like a disappointment to Him because I was fed up being patient. But this isn't satisfying for me. I never really understood the struggle I would be facing. It's a huge struggle. I get very depressed because God doesn't want this for me. He is trying to draw me closer to Him, but I need help.
I don't know what to do. I want God to make the right choices for me.