In all honesty, I totally understand an Arminian's objection to Calvinism. I used to be an arminian "free will" believer. It wasn't until a few years ago that the Lord pulled back the veil for me and revealed to me His Sovereignty and totally took away from me a belief in "I chose" and "free will".
What I am about to say is based on my PAST belief in free will and WHY I believe arminians have such a struggle with Calvinism (the Gospel of God's Sovereignty).
We are taught by our parents, pastors, books and theologians galore (since childhood) that since we are made in God's image, we have the right to choose, FREE WILL. This doctrine appealed to my flesh. Our flesh wants to be in control. The natural man's ways are NOT God's ways and His wisdom is multi-faceted, and therefore this thinking of NOT having free will is appalling to us, it's offensive and defies human logic!
When the Lord began to strip me of doctrines taught by well-meaning-men and loved ones, He pulled back the veil and revealed this fearful, yet wonderful mystery of His Sovereignty. Until He does so, you will object, stomp your feet, resist and battle against Sovereignty. Sovereignty destroys pride, it brings pride into bowing the knee.
Even the scriptures state that one day every angel, demon and fallen angel, WILL BOW before God and confess that Jesus is Lord! Do these evil angels and wicked choose to do this? Nope. They will be MADE to bend the knee and acknowledge that Jesus is God, whether they want to or not.
Having free will means I am master of my own fate, decider of my own destiny and this once appealed to me! It made me feel secure and in control. How wrong I was. God may have let me rest in a "feeling" of control, but I was not, even if He let me think I was.
He subtely put things in my path to show me otherwise. The only way I can describe it is "I was once blind to this and now I see". I didn't have the power or ability to choose to see this.... it's ALL God's work in me and it was His pleasure and will to show me His Sovereignty.
So, honestly, I can see WHY an arminian, free will believer will fight this, rail against it and take offense. I can! I used to feel this way, so I can relate. He's forever changed me and now knowing His Sovereignty has caused me to FEAR Him in ways I never knew possible.
I admit that as an arminian free will thinker, I used to say, "Jesus is Lord" or "God is in control", but did I REALLY mean that? To what EXTENT did I mean that? Was I just saying it? When someone would tell me I didn't choose, I'd get angry and defensive! Why??? Did it offend my fleshly, "old man" nature to be told this? Yes......
In speaking with the Lord about all of this, He has convinced me that my job NOW is NOT to convince people, or think I can. His mandate is to simply "bear witness" to the truth, plant the seeds, and then He brings the harvest.
What I am about to say is based on my PAST belief in free will and WHY I believe arminians have such a struggle with Calvinism (the Gospel of God's Sovereignty).
We are taught by our parents, pastors, books and theologians galore (since childhood) that since we are made in God's image, we have the right to choose, FREE WILL. This doctrine appealed to my flesh. Our flesh wants to be in control. The natural man's ways are NOT God's ways and His wisdom is multi-faceted, and therefore this thinking of NOT having free will is appalling to us, it's offensive and defies human logic!
When the Lord began to strip me of doctrines taught by well-meaning-men and loved ones, He pulled back the veil and revealed this fearful, yet wonderful mystery of His Sovereignty. Until He does so, you will object, stomp your feet, resist and battle against Sovereignty. Sovereignty destroys pride, it brings pride into bowing the knee.
Even the scriptures state that one day every angel, demon and fallen angel, WILL BOW before God and confess that Jesus is Lord! Do these evil angels and wicked choose to do this? Nope. They will be MADE to bend the knee and acknowledge that Jesus is God, whether they want to or not.
Having free will means I am master of my own fate, decider of my own destiny and this once appealed to me! It made me feel secure and in control. How wrong I was. God may have let me rest in a "feeling" of control, but I was not, even if He let me think I was.
He subtely put things in my path to show me otherwise. The only way I can describe it is "I was once blind to this and now I see". I didn't have the power or ability to choose to see this.... it's ALL God's work in me and it was His pleasure and will to show me His Sovereignty.
So, honestly, I can see WHY an arminian, free will believer will fight this, rail against it and take offense. I can! I used to feel this way, so I can relate. He's forever changed me and now knowing His Sovereignty has caused me to FEAR Him in ways I never knew possible.
I admit that as an arminian free will thinker, I used to say, "Jesus is Lord" or "God is in control", but did I REALLY mean that? To what EXTENT did I mean that? Was I just saying it? When someone would tell me I didn't choose, I'd get angry and defensive! Why??? Did it offend my fleshly, "old man" nature to be told this? Yes......
In speaking with the Lord about all of this, He has convinced me that my job NOW is NOT to convince people, or think I can. His mandate is to simply "bear witness" to the truth, plant the seeds, and then He brings the harvest.