Ugh :(

[SolitarySoul]

I feel so bad asking for this, I don't like to try to get others to deal with my problems. But if anyone's around online much and would like to chat just to talk sometimes I'd love to get to know some more people. I have MSN, AIM, and Yahoo, they're all listed in my profile. If not then your prayers are appreciated greatly as well.

No one deserves to go through what I'm going through right now. I have never been so lonely in my life, everything seems to be turning upside down right now. I had to quit school, hardly any of my friends talk to me anymore, my parents fight with me, I'm sick, I have one of the severests cases of social anxiety disorder that my therapists have ever seen, I'm depressed, I can't see my life going anywhere anymore, and the one person who God brought into my life who made me happy and comfortable, the person I could trust and be myself around, left me for another guy. I was wanting to marry her. I was wanting to take her someplace special as a suprise sometime around the upcomming holidays, but knowing she's ditched me to go hang out with someone else instead is just killing me. The more I try to get her off my mind the more I run into that makes me think about her. My faith and hope in Christ is all that's kept me alive today. I feel so childish, I've been crying like a baby for days, and that was several months ago.

Thanks for your prayers.
SS

 

[Jeshu]

Hi

It seems that you are in a real downward spiral at the moment. I pray that God will hold the fall and bring you back up again. I have added your msn contact to my contact list.
(I loved your testimony in your profile about how you and God connected there on the coast. Keep the connection even if you can't feel it any more the way it used to be.)

Regards

Gerry

 

[Ruth~]

I'm so sorry you are suffering and struggling so. I know what it's like to have a severe anxiety disorder becuase I have one, too. Some days have been unbearable. I hope things will get better for you. Do you see a therapist? One can be very helpful for you with ideas to combat the SAD.