- Sep 20, 2014
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Several nights ago I had a dream that I can't stop pondering.
First a little background. When I was a kid I lived on a farm and raised rabbits for livestock shows in 4-H. We usually had rabbits that were solid white, a breed called New Zealands. Sometimes we had Californians, which are mostly white but have some black on them. Their weight was a big deal at show time. They had to weigh enough but not be overweight. It didn't take much to cause a weight change. They could literally lose weight just from being carried from home and placed in a new environment at the fair grounds. They would also be checked over for general health before the judging competition. There was a lot of stress and pressure before the show began, just trying to qualify for it.
In this dream I was grown like I am now, and I was at a livestock show with sawdust all over the ground. My kids were there, and I wanted them to be part of it, but they walked away and I didn't see them again during the dream. I knew they were there somewhere and expected to be with them again later.
I had two rabbits that were white. They were very tame and calm. They were also much larger than rabbits should be, but that did not occur to me in my dream. I was proud of them and wanted to show that I was good with the rabbits. It was like I needed the affirmation, but I was also afraid of being judged. I kept holding my rabbits both together in my arms. They were clean and appeared to be healthy.
Two judges came, dressed in white protective coats. The rabbits were put down and the judges were looking them over. They talked about their weight. Everything about the rabbits seemed perfect. They were calm, still, and staying close to each other, almost like they were cuddling. The judges were not pleased though. They said the rabbits could not stay there. I asked them why, and they explained to me that they were dangerous. I was confused. The judges said that I needed to get rid of them because they were evil. They said you could tell they were evil because they had black on their ears. I looked down at the rabbits and they did have black ears. This was the first time I ever noticed their ears were black. The judges kept pointing at their ears and showing me the color and they repeated that they were evil.
I stepped back away from the rabbits looking at them. They were so docile and innocent looking. They seemed so healthy and wholesome. I believed what the judges were saying, but I could not see it for myself. The situation seemed so conflicting.
I was thinking about my sons and other people. I was thinking about how I would have to explain to them that the rabbits were dangerous and evil but it would be hard for people to believe because they looked harmless and had never behaved in a bad way before.
First a little background. When I was a kid I lived on a farm and raised rabbits for livestock shows in 4-H. We usually had rabbits that were solid white, a breed called New Zealands. Sometimes we had Californians, which are mostly white but have some black on them. Their weight was a big deal at show time. They had to weigh enough but not be overweight. It didn't take much to cause a weight change. They could literally lose weight just from being carried from home and placed in a new environment at the fair grounds. They would also be checked over for general health before the judging competition. There was a lot of stress and pressure before the show began, just trying to qualify for it.
In this dream I was grown like I am now, and I was at a livestock show with sawdust all over the ground. My kids were there, and I wanted them to be part of it, but they walked away and I didn't see them again during the dream. I knew they were there somewhere and expected to be with them again later.
I had two rabbits that were white. They were very tame and calm. They were also much larger than rabbits should be, but that did not occur to me in my dream. I was proud of them and wanted to show that I was good with the rabbits. It was like I needed the affirmation, but I was also afraid of being judged. I kept holding my rabbits both together in my arms. They were clean and appeared to be healthy.
Two judges came, dressed in white protective coats. The rabbits were put down and the judges were looking them over. They talked about their weight. Everything about the rabbits seemed perfect. They were calm, still, and staying close to each other, almost like they were cuddling. The judges were not pleased though. They said the rabbits could not stay there. I asked them why, and they explained to me that they were dangerous. I was confused. The judges said that I needed to get rid of them because they were evil. They said you could tell they were evil because they had black on their ears. I looked down at the rabbits and they did have black ears. This was the first time I ever noticed their ears were black. The judges kept pointing at their ears and showing me the color and they repeated that they were evil.
I stepped back away from the rabbits looking at them. They were so docile and innocent looking. They seemed so healthy and wholesome. I believed what the judges were saying, but I could not see it for myself. The situation seemed so conflicting.
I was thinking about my sons and other people. I was thinking about how I would have to explain to them that the rabbits were dangerous and evil but it would be hard for people to believe because they looked harmless and had never behaved in a bad way before.