I've been a christian for 2.5yrs now and right now god's pulling out some yucky parts of me to work on. these things cost me a friendship i valued greatly but i think i needed something big like this to wake me up (it just sucks someone else had to be involved). Over the last few months i've felt a new strength and maturity growing in me and a deeper relationship with god emerging....i think thats because im going to need that now. I've shamed myself with how i've behaved and now i need to be able to let go of who i've been and rise up to who god's helping me to be. i would really love some prayer for wisdom in each choice i make, strength i guess to not run and hide from these faults but to stand and change them, sense to not let guilt over my mistakes breed selfishness in me and the humilty to lean on god because this is beyond me. Prayer for a new beginning really...and to make godly friendships, ones with god as our foundation or equal give and take and ones that can build each other up in living for god.
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